"Who can say, "I have kept my heart pure; I am clean and without sin."?
-Proverbs 20:9
This is a verse that God brought to my attention while spending time with Him tonight. I'll tell you what I got out of it, and you may get something different but this is what God taught me.
We ALL make mistakes. No one is perfect, and no one has a totally clean heart except for Jesus. Everyday we make sin, everyone of us. We are all sinful people, but the cool thing is, is God loves us all the same. He looks past the sin, and loves everything about us. He forgives, and forgives, and forgives. He never says, "okay I'm done forgiving, get your life in order, and STOP sinning." No He never says that because He is ALL forgiving, and ALL loving!
I'll give you an example, I sin by taking the part of my life I gave to God, back in my own hands, and trying to fix my problems on my own. I give it back to God practically right away, but I still take it away from God when I promised Him, He could have it. I broke a promise, and that is sin.
Out of my time tonight with God, I was told that because everyone is a sinner, that means no one is perfect, but I know we all try to be. One thing that really hits hard and deep with me, is when I see people that are scared to give everything to God, because they don't feel "clean" enough. NEVER feel like you aren't worthy of God. He loves you SO much, He doesn't care if you are covered in sin and you don't even look like yourself because your so covered up in it, or if you only have a little sin on you. God wants to clean you, and make you white again. He wants to LOVE you!
You can't be replaced, remember that! No one in this whole world will EVER take your place. God has a special place set for you in Heaven that can only be filled by you. He will never give up your spot, He is always waiting for you.
He wants to love you with an everlasting love. He wants to adore you, and protect you. Let Him! You will NEVER regret it...I haven't! :)
This verse was shown to me tonight by My God. I hope you got something out of this verse also!
My God is one AWESOME God :)
.Princess in Waiting.
Monday, April 12, 2010
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Someday Soon.
Someday Soon-Nathan Angelo
"Something tells me I’m not getting younger,
As time blows by like the wind.
Cause in my chest my heart is beating faster,
As I wonder where and when.
Will she come catch my eye,
Step in to my life.
I don’t know how it will be,
But here’s my word tonight.
I will love you more,
Than the ocean loves rain.
I will be your strength,
Even in the pain.
And our love will grow,
Every morning, night, and noon.
Oh, but until then,
I’ll wait for some day soon.
There’s a lot things I want to tell you,
About the future that’s in store.
For raising a family,
Where we’ll pass our love to.
A new life an open door.
But I know there will come a day,
When nothings going right.
And I’ll take your hand in mine,
And walk you through the night.
Will she come take my breath,
And knock me off my feet.
As worlds collide,
And souls inside finally meet.
I will love you more,
Than the ocean loves rain.
I will be your strength,
Even in the pain."
-I love this song. Always have, and most likely always will. The lyrics are amazing, and if you know me at all I'm a girl that LOVES lyrics! I just wanted to share one of my favorite songs. :) I hope to have this kind of love someday. But I'll wait for it.
After all, I once heard that the hardest things are the best thing. I believe that's true! :)
.Princess in Waiting.
"Something tells me I’m not getting younger,
As time blows by like the wind.
Cause in my chest my heart is beating faster,
As I wonder where and when.
Will she come catch my eye,
Step in to my life.
I don’t know how it will be,
But here’s my word tonight.
I will love you more,
Than the ocean loves rain.
I will be your strength,
Even in the pain.
And our love will grow,
Every morning, night, and noon.
Oh, but until then,
I’ll wait for some day soon.
There’s a lot things I want to tell you,
About the future that’s in store.
For raising a family,
Where we’ll pass our love to.
A new life an open door.
But I know there will come a day,
When nothings going right.
And I’ll take your hand in mine,
And walk you through the night.
Will she come take my breath,
And knock me off my feet.
As worlds collide,
And souls inside finally meet.
I will love you more,
Than the ocean loves rain.
I will be your strength,
Even in the pain."
-I love this song. Always have, and most likely always will. The lyrics are amazing, and if you know me at all I'm a girl that LOVES lyrics! I just wanted to share one of my favorite songs. :) I hope to have this kind of love someday. But I'll wait for it.
After all, I once heard that the hardest things are the best thing. I believe that's true! :)
.Princess in Waiting.
Delight yourself in the Lord.
This is a verse I've been going back to a lot lately when I just can't seem to handle something on my own, and God reminds me of a promise He made.
Psalm 37:4
"Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart."
God brought me this verse a long time ago, but not until about 4 months ago did I really cling to this verse. I realized what God was trying to show me. He wanted me to know that some people may tear down your dreams and the desires you have deep in your heart, but God loves you, and He KNOWS the desires of your heart. He wants you to delight yourself in Him, and He will follow through, and give you the desires of YOUR heart.
God wants you. He wants everyone of you. Never think you're not beautiful enough to be in God's presents, because you are. You're beautiful in His eyes! You are at the ago of a newborn baby, and you are at the ago of 98 years old. :) He sees your beauty even when the world around you doesn't. Then again, no one is perfect!
I know of some days where God has to be the one to hold me up because the world around me is just tearing me down. No one can make me feel better except for my Jesus, and that is when He follows through, and takes that longing out of my heart, and fills my heart with His love. If any of you have ever experienced a night where it's just you and your Jesus, and you fall asleep completely content in His arms, then you know just how AMAZING it is! :) I absolutely LOVE those nights.
When you're not having the greatest day of your life, CLING to God, cling to the only one that can truly make you feel better. Yeah you could cling to the material things in life but that feeling only stays for a bit, but the love you get from Our God stays FOREVER! -He wants YOU! He wants to call you His again.
I'm sure when the world is pulling you down it's not the easiest thing to cling to God, and keep your faith in Him, but trust me it'll be worth it in the end because again I say..."Delight yourself in the LORD and He will give you the desires of your heart!" If you stand up for God, the eternal reward will be endless. Let Him be your ROCK, because after all material things only last for a little while and then they fade, and you're left empty and crying again. But if you cling to God, you're always filled with a reminder of God's eternal love! :)
God's love is endless.
.Princess in Waiting.
Psalm 37:4
"Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart."
God brought me this verse a long time ago, but not until about 4 months ago did I really cling to this verse. I realized what God was trying to show me. He wanted me to know that some people may tear down your dreams and the desires you have deep in your heart, but God loves you, and He KNOWS the desires of your heart. He wants you to delight yourself in Him, and He will follow through, and give you the desires of YOUR heart.
God wants you. He wants everyone of you. Never think you're not beautiful enough to be in God's presents, because you are. You're beautiful in His eyes! You are at the ago of a newborn baby, and you are at the ago of 98 years old. :) He sees your beauty even when the world around you doesn't. Then again, no one is perfect!
I know of some days where God has to be the one to hold me up because the world around me is just tearing me down. No one can make me feel better except for my Jesus, and that is when He follows through, and takes that longing out of my heart, and fills my heart with His love. If any of you have ever experienced a night where it's just you and your Jesus, and you fall asleep completely content in His arms, then you know just how AMAZING it is! :) I absolutely LOVE those nights.
When you're not having the greatest day of your life, CLING to God, cling to the only one that can truly make you feel better. Yeah you could cling to the material things in life but that feeling only stays for a bit, but the love you get from Our God stays FOREVER! -He wants YOU! He wants to call you His again.
I'm sure when the world is pulling you down it's not the easiest thing to cling to God, and keep your faith in Him, but trust me it'll be worth it in the end because again I say..."Delight yourself in the LORD and He will give you the desires of your heart!" If you stand up for God, the eternal reward will be endless. Let Him be your ROCK, because after all material things only last for a little while and then they fade, and you're left empty and crying again. But if you cling to God, you're always filled with a reminder of God's eternal love! :)
God's love is endless.
.Princess in Waiting.
I'm here for you.
Okay so I'm up late trying to finish this writing, and all I have is the title right now. I've wrote this about 3 times now, and none of them have sounded good, so I've deleted it, and deleted it, and once again deleted it. :) So here goes another shot!
By the title I'm guessing you all realized I'm talking about someone in my life. Well I am! But I guess I didn't realized how important they were til they showed me God's love. So I kind of just want to take some time to show you how God has been working, and tell you a little about what the title means.
I know I say it a lot but I'm here for you. I'm here to support you, and pray for you. Wherever God leads you, follow Him. He knows the desires of your heart, He knows the longing you have in you to be loved by that one special person God has chosen for you, but it's not time yet to meet. Someday soon though, I promise!
I'm not here to take any or fill any "important" spots in your life, I'm here as a friend. Someone you can go to, and count on. I'm here for you.
Last night, I was shown God's love. I always knew God cared, but not till last night did I realize how He can work through other people. I was amazed! I was way past happy last night, because I was seeing God work last night, in ways I haven't seen before. I shared a part of my heart last night, and believe me this was talking about a part of my life I don't talk about much. You know how I said in one of my past blogs how I lost someone special? Well I shared that last night. It wasn't easy, but I did it because God was pulling on my heart, and I knew I couldn't walk past God and not listen to Him calling my name.
I got scared when I shared my heart last night, I didn't think anything good would come of it, but boy was I wrong. God worked wonders last night, and it was because I listened to Him. I leaned on Him for support, and I remember telling Him when He kept pulling on my heart last night I said.."God if you want me to say that, you're gonna have to practically light a fire under my butt." And because I gave God that challenge, He followed through, and lit that fire. :)
Last night though, I had never felt so amazing afterwords. I guess that's what happens when you listen to God.
I'm here to tell you that I'm here for you. You always follow through, and you're always here, so I want you to know that I'll be here. I'll be waiting on the sidelines, for the days that are too hard for you. I'll be here.
Always.
.Princess in Waiting.
By the title I'm guessing you all realized I'm talking about someone in my life. Well I am! But I guess I didn't realized how important they were til they showed me God's love. So I kind of just want to take some time to show you how God has been working, and tell you a little about what the title means.
I know I say it a lot but I'm here for you. I'm here to support you, and pray for you. Wherever God leads you, follow Him. He knows the desires of your heart, He knows the longing you have in you to be loved by that one special person God has chosen for you, but it's not time yet to meet. Someday soon though, I promise!
I'm not here to take any or fill any "important" spots in your life, I'm here as a friend. Someone you can go to, and count on. I'm here for you.
Last night, I was shown God's love. I always knew God cared, but not till last night did I realize how He can work through other people. I was amazed! I was way past happy last night, because I was seeing God work last night, in ways I haven't seen before. I shared a part of my heart last night, and believe me this was talking about a part of my life I don't talk about much. You know how I said in one of my past blogs how I lost someone special? Well I shared that last night. It wasn't easy, but I did it because God was pulling on my heart, and I knew I couldn't walk past God and not listen to Him calling my name.
I got scared when I shared my heart last night, I didn't think anything good would come of it, but boy was I wrong. God worked wonders last night, and it was because I listened to Him. I leaned on Him for support, and I remember telling Him when He kept pulling on my heart last night I said.."God if you want me to say that, you're gonna have to practically light a fire under my butt." And because I gave God that challenge, He followed through, and lit that fire. :)
Last night though, I had never felt so amazing afterwords. I guess that's what happens when you listen to God.
I'm here to tell you that I'm here for you. You always follow through, and you're always here, so I want you to know that I'll be here. I'll be waiting on the sidelines, for the days that are too hard for you. I'll be here.
Always.
.Princess in Waiting.
Monday, April 5, 2010
I believe in you.
Well since I am writing this blog, I'm going to let you into my world, and just start writing for whoever is out there reading this... :)
Well first off, my name is Hannah Grace, I'm a simple, but quirky, and crazy at times kind of girl. I live for the moments that take my breath away. I dream of the day I fall in-love. I don't know what it feels like to be in-love with someone you could give the entire world to, but I long for the day I finally get that crazy but fun love. I live in a small town but I do believe I'm meant for somewhere bigger, but I do like it when everyone knows everyone in our small town. :)
-These are a few of the things off my dreams list...enjoy :)
.I want to be desired. I want to be loved. I want to be cherished. I want to be cared for. I want to fall in-love. I want to get married. I want to hold my child in my arms and know she is mine. I want to love. I want to go to Rome, Italy. I want to be a Writer. I want to be in a little kid's world for a day. I want to go to Prom at least once. I want to be called beautiful. I want to see a sunrise. I want to dance. I want to take a road trip. I want to learn to play Guitar. I want to go on a missions trip. I want to see someone get healed. I want to explore God's creation. I want to set no limits or boundaries on my dreams. I want to be an Aunt, because I want to give my love to my nieces and nephews. I want to have a picnic. I want a puppy of my own. I want to see a Solar Eclipse.
.I believe in fairy tales. I believe in love at first sight. I believe in letting children be children, and believe in anything they want to believe in. I believe in accomplishing your dreams. I believe in little kids imaginations. I believe that love can inspire you. I believe in you. I believe in healing.
.I know I have someone waiting to love me. I know someday we'll meet sweetheart. I know I'm loved already. I know that someone dreams of meeting me. I know I'll be a mother someday.
.I dream. I love. I believe. I wait. I smile. I desire. I cherish. I imagine. I dance. I sing.
.I will let my children believe in the magic of Christmas. I will let my children be a Prince or Princess for a day. I will let my little boys capture the Princess from the tower, and have them come to her rescue. I will learn how to drive someday.
.I love the smell of freshly cut grass. I love the smell of Spring, all the flowers coming up. I love the smell of clean clothes that just came out of the washer. I love the sound of little kids laughing uncontrollably. I love children. I love to make people laugh. I love to read people my writings. I love my Prince. I love surprises. I love to think of what God has in store for me. I love it when someone will take time out of their day and just simply be with me. I love homemade things.
.I have a crazy love for the Moon. I have crazy dreams. I have a weird imagination.
.There are no limits on my dreams. There is no imagination too crazy for me.
.It's the simple things that matter to me in my world.
.Princess in Waiting.
Well first off, my name is Hannah Grace, I'm a simple, but quirky, and crazy at times kind of girl. I live for the moments that take my breath away. I dream of the day I fall in-love. I don't know what it feels like to be in-love with someone you could give the entire world to, but I long for the day I finally get that crazy but fun love. I live in a small town but I do believe I'm meant for somewhere bigger, but I do like it when everyone knows everyone in our small town. :)
-These are a few of the things off my dreams list...enjoy :)
.I want to be desired. I want to be loved. I want to be cherished. I want to be cared for. I want to fall in-love. I want to get married. I want to hold my child in my arms and know she is mine. I want to love. I want to go to Rome, Italy. I want to be a Writer. I want to be in a little kid's world for a day. I want to go to Prom at least once. I want to be called beautiful. I want to see a sunrise. I want to dance. I want to take a road trip. I want to learn to play Guitar. I want to go on a missions trip. I want to see someone get healed. I want to explore God's creation. I want to set no limits or boundaries on my dreams. I want to be an Aunt, because I want to give my love to my nieces and nephews. I want to have a picnic. I want a puppy of my own. I want to see a Solar Eclipse.
.I believe in fairy tales. I believe in love at first sight. I believe in letting children be children, and believe in anything they want to believe in. I believe in accomplishing your dreams. I believe in little kids imaginations. I believe that love can inspire you. I believe in you. I believe in healing.
.I know I have someone waiting to love me. I know someday we'll meet sweetheart. I know I'm loved already. I know that someone dreams of meeting me. I know I'll be a mother someday.
.I dream. I love. I believe. I wait. I smile. I desire. I cherish. I imagine. I dance. I sing.
.I will let my children believe in the magic of Christmas. I will let my children be a Prince or Princess for a day. I will let my little boys capture the Princess from the tower, and have them come to her rescue. I will learn how to drive someday.
.I love the smell of freshly cut grass. I love the smell of Spring, all the flowers coming up. I love the smell of clean clothes that just came out of the washer. I love the sound of little kids laughing uncontrollably. I love children. I love to make people laugh. I love to read people my writings. I love my Prince. I love surprises. I love to think of what God has in store for me. I love it when someone will take time out of their day and just simply be with me. I love homemade things.
.I have a crazy love for the Moon. I have crazy dreams. I have a weird imagination.
.There are no limits on my dreams. There is no imagination too crazy for me.
.It's the simple things that matter to me in my world.
.Princess in Waiting.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
I miss you.
Have you ever lost someone special to you? Someone you never wanted to see go? I have.
I know I've written a little about this in one of my past blogs, but God has been laying these two people on my heart lately. they were important to me, but God had different plans which are hard to face at times, but I know God has a reason for everything, and I had to go through that time in my life to get to where I am now. It has built me up in life, and it has made me stronger.
My great Grandpa is one of the people that have been gone for a couple years now, and it's hard because even though I wasn't really close to him, he's still not here anymore, and I have a lot of good childhood memories with him.
There is someone else that was taken out of my life about 8 years ago...I was young, but they meant a lot to me.
It's hard to see special people in you life go. To know that you'll never see them again until you meet them in Heaven, but God has a plan and destiny for everyone, and some people's destiny's are short.
There are many days that go by and I wish they were here with me. I wish they could be with me every step of my life, and for them to see how much I'm following God, and for me to be able to talk to them, but I just know that God is with me. I miss them a lot, and I miss not being able to be with them.
-I guess I'm being real with you right now. I told you I would be, but I didn't know I would be this real. It's just what's on my mind tonight, and if anyone else is going through what I'm going through, then I know the feeling, and I know that some days are harder then other, but just remember God is always with us. He ALWAYS wants to hold us in His arms, and be the one to comfort us. Just let Him be our protector. He has a reason for everything, and sometimes it just takes us a while to figure out the reasoning behind all this sadness, but someday you'll know.
Do you ever wonder why there are so many people out there having abortions and not even caring that they are killing a poor little child that never even got a chance at life? I wonder it all the time. I wonder how they have no care for that child, how they can have such a cold and hard heart that they don't even care.
Then there are the families that want children but they aren't able to. They would do anything to hold a little child in their arms, and know that they are that child's Mommy or Daddy. But they'll never get the chance because they aren't able to have children.
I wish people wouldn't take life for granted. Because some people don't even get a chance at life. They don't even get a chance to have a plan and future for their life because their parents got pregnant at the wrong time, and they think that a child will just ruin their entire life. I wish some people would just realize what kind of privilege they are getting when they find out they have a child on the way. If you got pregnant then God will have everything work out for you. It may not be the right time for you, but please don't get an abortion.
I hope to see these two people again sometime. I love you both.
.Princess in Waiting.
I know I've written a little about this in one of my past blogs, but God has been laying these two people on my heart lately. they were important to me, but God had different plans which are hard to face at times, but I know God has a reason for everything, and I had to go through that time in my life to get to where I am now. It has built me up in life, and it has made me stronger.
My great Grandpa is one of the people that have been gone for a couple years now, and it's hard because even though I wasn't really close to him, he's still not here anymore, and I have a lot of good childhood memories with him.
There is someone else that was taken out of my life about 8 years ago...I was young, but they meant a lot to me.
It's hard to see special people in you life go. To know that you'll never see them again until you meet them in Heaven, but God has a plan and destiny for everyone, and some people's destiny's are short.
There are many days that go by and I wish they were here with me. I wish they could be with me every step of my life, and for them to see how much I'm following God, and for me to be able to talk to them, but I just know that God is with me. I miss them a lot, and I miss not being able to be with them.
-I guess I'm being real with you right now. I told you I would be, but I didn't know I would be this real. It's just what's on my mind tonight, and if anyone else is going through what I'm going through, then I know the feeling, and I know that some days are harder then other, but just remember God is always with us. He ALWAYS wants to hold us in His arms, and be the one to comfort us. Just let Him be our protector. He has a reason for everything, and sometimes it just takes us a while to figure out the reasoning behind all this sadness, but someday you'll know.
Do you ever wonder why there are so many people out there having abortions and not even caring that they are killing a poor little child that never even got a chance at life? I wonder it all the time. I wonder how they have no care for that child, how they can have such a cold and hard heart that they don't even care.
Then there are the families that want children but they aren't able to. They would do anything to hold a little child in their arms, and know that they are that child's Mommy or Daddy. But they'll never get the chance because they aren't able to have children.
I wish people wouldn't take life for granted. Because some people don't even get a chance at life. They don't even get a chance to have a plan and future for their life because their parents got pregnant at the wrong time, and they think that a child will just ruin their entire life. I wish some people would just realize what kind of privilege they are getting when they find out they have a child on the way. If you got pregnant then God will have everything work out for you. It may not be the right time for you, but please don't get an abortion.
I hope to see these two people again sometime. I love you both.
.Princess in Waiting.
God is in Control.
I've been thinking about a lot of things lately. One is the fact that I haven't written a blog in a while so here it goes! :)
Something else I've been thinking about is the fact that my love is not coming into my life for awhile. And I'll be honest, that's hard to think about because everyone of my siblings has someone right now...and I'm just waiting--I seem to be waiting a lot lately. ;)
I'm sure there are people out there wishing they had someone to call up right now, and just simply talk to, or someone they could hold hands with. Is there anyone out there that is feeling the same way as me? I'm sure there is. I've been missing my love a lot lately. The last couple nights there has been a full moon, and I'm not talking just a simple full moon, I'm talking about the kind of moon you could look at for hours on end, because it lights up everything! It's been so beautiful, and I wish I could share it with someone.
I've been missing someone who is really special in my life for a while now. But it's a different kind of missing, it's the kind where you wish life would just work out the way you wanted it to, but it doesn't because God has different plans for you. That's where the waiting comes in, and where you give it all to God, and see what He does with it.
Okay so I know I'm probably all over the place in this blog, but I have a lot on my mind, but I'll try to sum it all up. -God knows my future. He knows the desires of my heart. He's knows everything! Yes I'm missing the one I've yet to meet, but I know that it's not God's time right now, and whenever I'm sad because I'm the only one without someone special, I just think about what my life will be like when I do have someone and I try to live in the here and now, and try not to dwell on it too much. God knows when I'm sad, but He also knows what my life is going to be like in a couple years time :) I have to be willing to give EVERYTHING to God, and just lean on Him, and let Him be my Prince for right now!
Now, about the person who is special to me, that I'm missing...I won't go too much into detail, but it's just the whole waiting journey. I wish at times I could plan my future, but I know that if I did, I would end up in a huge mess, and I would be crying out to the Lord, to come fix my problem. So I'm just going to give this part of my life to God, and see where He takes me! If He wants this for me, He will make it work, but it's all in His hands now. He knows what's best for me, and honestly I can't do it on my own...believe me, I've tried to go alone in the part of my life, but I just can't. I'm not strong enough, and I need my Jesus' help REALLY bad.
I remember the other night, I was worry about a challenge God has put in front of me about 2 1/2 months ago...I've had problems with my jaw, and I've been in a lot of pain, well I got an MRI last Wednesday, and I get the results tomorrow, well I'm scared about what the results will be. Anyways, the other night, I was looking at one of God's beauties...the full moon, and I was crying and I told God..."God I just can't do this, what if this is something really bad? What if I can't handle what the results will be?" Well that is when God took me in His arms and held me while I just cried out to Him...I'll be honest there is someone I wanted to call, and have THEM comfort me, but I knew I needed time with my Jesus! That is the night He let me know that everything lays in His hands, and if He gives me a challenge He KNOWS I will be able to make it through :) I just have to trust Him. And believe me...I'm TRUSTING in HIM! :)
-In everything I've written, my main thing to all this is God is in control! He knows the end result, so please, please just give it all to Him, and let Him write your ending :)
.Princess in Waiting.
Something else I've been thinking about is the fact that my love is not coming into my life for awhile. And I'll be honest, that's hard to think about because everyone of my siblings has someone right now...and I'm just waiting--I seem to be waiting a lot lately. ;)
I'm sure there are people out there wishing they had someone to call up right now, and just simply talk to, or someone they could hold hands with. Is there anyone out there that is feeling the same way as me? I'm sure there is. I've been missing my love a lot lately. The last couple nights there has been a full moon, and I'm not talking just a simple full moon, I'm talking about the kind of moon you could look at for hours on end, because it lights up everything! It's been so beautiful, and I wish I could share it with someone.
I've been missing someone who is really special in my life for a while now. But it's a different kind of missing, it's the kind where you wish life would just work out the way you wanted it to, but it doesn't because God has different plans for you. That's where the waiting comes in, and where you give it all to God, and see what He does with it.
Okay so I know I'm probably all over the place in this blog, but I have a lot on my mind, but I'll try to sum it all up. -God knows my future. He knows the desires of my heart. He's knows everything! Yes I'm missing the one I've yet to meet, but I know that it's not God's time right now, and whenever I'm sad because I'm the only one without someone special, I just think about what my life will be like when I do have someone and I try to live in the here and now, and try not to dwell on it too much. God knows when I'm sad, but He also knows what my life is going to be like in a couple years time :) I have to be willing to give EVERYTHING to God, and just lean on Him, and let Him be my Prince for right now!
Now, about the person who is special to me, that I'm missing...I won't go too much into detail, but it's just the whole waiting journey. I wish at times I could plan my future, but I know that if I did, I would end up in a huge mess, and I would be crying out to the Lord, to come fix my problem. So I'm just going to give this part of my life to God, and see where He takes me! If He wants this for me, He will make it work, but it's all in His hands now. He knows what's best for me, and honestly I can't do it on my own...believe me, I've tried to go alone in the part of my life, but I just can't. I'm not strong enough, and I need my Jesus' help REALLY bad.
I remember the other night, I was worry about a challenge God has put in front of me about 2 1/2 months ago...I've had problems with my jaw, and I've been in a lot of pain, well I got an MRI last Wednesday, and I get the results tomorrow, well I'm scared about what the results will be. Anyways, the other night, I was looking at one of God's beauties...the full moon, and I was crying and I told God..."God I just can't do this, what if this is something really bad? What if I can't handle what the results will be?" Well that is when God took me in His arms and held me while I just cried out to Him...I'll be honest there is someone I wanted to call, and have THEM comfort me, but I knew I needed time with my Jesus! That is the night He let me know that everything lays in His hands, and if He gives me a challenge He KNOWS I will be able to make it through :) I just have to trust Him. And believe me...I'm TRUSTING in HIM! :)
-In everything I've written, my main thing to all this is God is in control! He knows the end result, so please, please just give it all to Him, and let Him write your ending :)
.Princess in Waiting.
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