I'm here for you.

Okay so I'm up late trying to finish this writing, and all I have is the title right now. I've wrote this about 3 times now, and none of them have sounded good, so I've deleted it, and deleted it, and once again deleted it. :) So here goes another shot!

By the title I'm guessing you all realized I'm talking about someone in my life. Well I am! But I guess I didn't realized how important they were til they showed me God's love. So I kind of just want to take some time to show you how God has been working, and tell you a little about what the title means.

I know I say it a lot but I'm here for you. I'm here to support you, and pray for you. Wherever God leads you, follow Him. He knows the desires of your heart, He knows the longing you have in you to be loved by that one special person God has chosen for you, but it's not time yet to meet. Someday soon though, I promise!

I'm not here to take any or fill any "important" spots in your life, I'm here as a friend. Someone you can go to, and count on. I'm here for you.

Last night, I was shown God's love. I always knew God cared, but not till last night did I realize how He can work through other people. I was amazed! I was way past happy last night, because I was seeing God work last night, in ways I haven't seen before. I shared a part of my heart last night, and believe me this was talking about a part of my life I don't talk about much. You know how I said in one of my past blogs how I lost someone special? Well I shared that last night. It wasn't easy, but I did it because God was pulling on my heart, and I knew I couldn't walk past God and not listen to Him calling my name.

I got scared when I shared my heart last night, I didn't think anything good would come of it, but boy was I wrong. God worked wonders last night, and it was because I listened to Him. I leaned on Him for support, and I remember telling Him when He kept pulling on my heart last night I said.."God if you want me to say that, you're gonna have to practically light a fire under my butt." And because I gave God that challenge, He followed through, and lit that fire. :)

Last night though, I had never felt so amazing afterwords. I guess that's what happens when you listen to God.

I'm here to tell you that I'm here for you. You always follow through, and you're always here, so I want you to know that I'll be here. I'll be waiting on the sidelines, for the days that are too hard for you. I'll be here.

Always.

.Princess in Waiting.