I miss you.

Have you ever lost someone special to you? Someone you never wanted to see go? I have.

I know I've written a little about this in one of my past blogs, but God has been laying these two people on my heart lately. they were important to me, but God had different plans which are hard to face at times, but I know God has a reason for everything, and I had to go through that time in my life to get to where I am now. It has built me up in life, and it has made me stronger.

My great Grandpa is one of the people that have been gone for a couple years now, and it's hard because even though I wasn't really close to him, he's still not here anymore, and I have a lot of good childhood memories with him.

There is someone else that was taken out of my life about 8 years ago...I was young, but they meant a lot to me.

It's hard to see special people in you life go. To know that you'll never see them again until you meet them in Heaven, but God has a plan and destiny for everyone, and some people's destiny's are short.

There are many days that go by and I wish they were here with me. I wish they could be with me every step of my life, and for them to see how much I'm following God, and for me to be able to talk to them, but I just know that God is with me. I miss them a lot, and I miss not being able to be with them.

-I guess I'm being real with you right now. I told you I would be, but I didn't know I would be this real. It's just what's on my mind tonight, and if anyone else is going through what I'm going through, then I know the feeling, and I know that some days are harder then other, but just remember God is always with us. He ALWAYS wants to hold us in His arms, and be the one to comfort us. Just let Him be our protector. He has a reason for everything, and sometimes it just takes us a while to figure out the reasoning behind all this sadness, but someday you'll know.

Do you ever wonder why there are so many people out there having abortions and not even caring that they are killing a poor little child that never even got a chance at life? I wonder it all the time. I wonder how they have no care for that child, how they can have such a cold and hard heart that they don't even care.

Then there are the families that want children but they aren't able to. They would do anything to hold a little child in their arms, and know that they are that child's Mommy or Daddy. But they'll never get the chance because they aren't able to have children.

I wish people wouldn't take life for granted. Because some people don't even get a chance at life. They don't even get a chance to have a plan and future for their life because their parents got pregnant at the wrong time, and they think that a child will just ruin their entire life. I wish some people would just realize what kind of privilege they are getting when they find out they have a child on the way. If you got pregnant then God will have everything work out for you. It may not be the right time for you, but please don't get an abortion.

I hope to see these two people again sometime. I love you both.

.Princess in Waiting.