wedding dress.

I was browsing through photos today on Pinterest & came across wedding dresses, & immediately my mind flashed to a million different things. I want that someday, I want to walk towards a man that loves my flaws & see a future with me & promises to never let go, no matter what obstacles we face.

I want to seek adventure with him.
I want to travel this exquisite world with him by my side.
I want us to throw all our stuff in a old vintage suitcase & jump in the car & drive. Not knowing where we may end up, just driving & being content because we have everything we need sitting right in that car & we know we have a future together, that will not end until we are old & grey.

Whenever people asked me what I dreamt my wedding would be like or the house I would someday live in, I never had an answer for them, because it wasn't the material things that mattered in my book. It was the man that was standing at the end of the isle waiting for me to become his bride, & the man that would someday carry me into our first home. It's still that way. He's all that matters to me, of course I'm a girl & i hope for that beautiful big wedding dress & a full decked out day, but if the man I love can't give me that, then I will be content. Because once that day is over, he's the one I get to keep, forever.

My day will come, & so will my boy. He'll remind me everyday of his love for me & remind me how lucky I am to have that love. He'll believe in my dreams, even if they're a bit crazy & he'll stand by me while he's sees my dreams become reality.

He'll make other women jealous of me, but he won't make me jealous of other women. 

I'm only 18 years old, I have time to wait for the right guy to come along. No matter if I've already crossed paths with him, or if he's waiting to captivate me someday. Either way, I shall wait for you.

Grace.