I'm here to write. everything.

I've realized that my life is pretty boring, but when I start writing it becomes a new life for me momentarily. I like it. I like the person that I become when I write.

So, I'm here to ask some questions for the night. I've also realized that even though people may be reading about my life, I'm pretty much talking to myself, but I'm okay with that. I don't mind talking to myself.

What truly is forgiveness? Is it just saying, "I'm sorry" and moving on or, it is first deep down inside, you asking for forgiveness from God, and then finding it in you to carry out that forgiveness to other people, even if they don't forgive you.

I don't feel like I'm making any sense, so moving on. =)

What is love? Is it a feeling? or is it more than that? Because you can't live on feelings. (in my opinion at least.) I believe you can fall deeply, and madly in-love with someone, but if there's not trust, what is love? Will love carry you through the hard times in your marriage, and life? Will love carry you through the times you don't have a job and you need "trust" from your husband or wife that God will provide?

I do believe that love could carry you through many things in life. I believe you have to be madly in-love with someone to ever see a future with them, but my point is that I believe trust needs to be key. Make sense? Believe me I want to someday fall madly and deeply, and crazy in-love with one man and not have a care in the world what other people think. Love is indescribable.

Don't get me wrong. I'm a strong believer in love.

I guess what I'm saying is there always has to be trust. Trust is huge to me. I'm NOT saying that love is stupid, or not worth anything.

Love is powerful, and romantic. Love is a feeling that never leaves once you find that true, final love. Love is incredible.

Now, I don't believe I've experienced this kind of love yet in my life...I'm still young, and I'm scared about this love also. I'm scared about falling head over heels for one man. Ask me why, and I'll tell you that I have no clue. I am though.

I guess I'm scared that I'll love someone and they won't love back. I don't know why though because it's not like I've been hurt before that would make me timid, and scared. Does anyone out there feel the same way I do? Or am I a loner on this one?

=)

I'm young, and somewhat carefree still, but I realized today how much I've grow up. I've made myself grow up. I don't know why, but I'm scared to become an adult. I'm scared of the responsibilities that come with growing up. It's a scary thought isn't it? To be your own person, and no longer crawl up into your parents bed for a goodnight story. I'll be honest, when I have problems that I feel I can't concur through on my own, I still go to my Momma, and just spill it all out on her.

Just some food for thought.
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Do not take life for granted. Don't take the moments you have with someone for granted. If you love them, cherish the time you have with them.

.Princess in Waiting.