Pink Roses inspire me.

I'm a dreamer. I've realized that.

Hello! I said I would be writing more often lately, and guess what?! I've kept that promise....hope that's okay :) It's late, and I'm awake while the rest of my family is sleeping. Do you ever just take time to realize how amazing your family really is? I have THE MOST incredible family I could ask for. --Just a side note. ;)

--Another side note, if you've ever noticed I love to title my blogs really cool names. Even if they don't have to do with the blog, the names just inspire me. Thought I'd let you know for future times when you see a title and don't understand it. :o)

So, what's on my mind..hmm, I've realized that I think too much into the future. I dream way too often, and I wish upon stars and hope they'll actually come true. :) I believe in those kind of things, because they're fun, and it's part of my childhood I just kinda don't want to give up.

Okay so here's a look into the life of me for a bit. I'm letting go of something really important in my life right now. Something I never wanted to imagine letting go of, but God is telling me to trust Him with this, because I "believe" there's gonna be a great ending to this if I let Daddy (God.) handle it all, but there's a part of me that's scared to let go fully. I've always held the important things in my life VERY close to me, and this time God is saying, "let go, let go for me, and I'll show you just how amazing I really am." It's hard, but I know it's best in the end.

I say I "believe" I know the ending, but do I really? No, I have no clue, because God is FULL of surprises. He's can give you something amazing, and then a week later say, "okay, it's time to give it up, and see what I'll do if you trust me fully. "God's amazing, but at times you don't understand what all God is thinking.

I don't want to let go. I want to hold on, but it's like God is standing next to me, and I have my hands rapped tightly around this person, and He is pulling me farther and farther away from this person, just asking and pleading with me to let Him take control.

--I guess what I'm trying to get at is, I'm letting God take control. I'm gonna sit here and do nothing for once. He wants me to simply watch for the time being. There will come a time where I'm back in the "game" but right now, I'm listening and watching. I'm extremely happy with what all God has in store for me, and I'm hoping the ending is great....oh, who and I kidding, God is the MAKER of romance. He is the CREATOR of Love Stories. Nicholas Sparks has nothing on Him. ;)

My ending will be incredible. No matter who it's with, no matter when it is, or how long I have to wait. God is in CONTROL!

I want to say one last thing. --

--Sweetheart, you're loved.

.Princess in Waiting.