Thursday, September 9, 2010

God gave me you.

"God gave me you for the ups and downs. God gave me you for the days of doubt. For when I think I've lost my way, there are no words here left to say, it's true. God gave me you."
-Dave Barnes

Who out of everyone reading this, is waiting for the love story God has for you? I am.

This song speaks a lot to me. Songs tend to do that for me. It's this inspiring feeling I get when I listen to a new song...I play it over and over again, mainly to actually see what the lyrics mean to me. This song shows me true love. Love that's worth waiting for, but it's also hard to wait...Who knew?! ;) Who knew it would be so hard to wait for God to say, "it's your time..finally." I didn't know it would be this hard, but it is.

By the way...It's not my time yet. I know that.

I do know one thing though. With God writing this story for me, it will be perfect. It will be pure bliss. It will be lovely. It will be charming. It will be exquisite. It will be MY story. No one else can take this story from me, because God wrote this for me. Not for someone else, because if I don't choose to live this out, then it won't be lived. But I am going to live out this story. I am going to strive to be my best in this life. I'm going to wait.

Is there ever a time in someone's life that seems like it's the hardest season of your life? Where nothing is going right, or it seems that way, but actually this is the time God is working the most...Yeah, I'm in that season right now. It's scary, and a lot of the times hard, but I know God is molding my story, and He's having every event in my life add up to my "Grand Finale."

There are also moments that will take my breath away, ones that will be so beautiful in my eyes, and there will also be people that come into my life that are just pure lovely.

-This journey is once in a lifetime.

..Am I making any sense? I hope so.

I may say waiting is hard, because it is. I'm not gonna lie, but I know God has everything in His hands, and He wouldn't have called me to take this journey if He didn't believe and know I would make it out better in the end. I will strive til the end. I will be the best I can be in this life. I may fail, and feel like giving up, but if anyone of you know me...I can never actually give up on something I believe in..It's just a moment of weakness. But I will NOT give up.

Okay, so I think I was successful in this blog. But I feel like it's too serious. So, I believe I'm gonna write another blog...yes, 2 in one day. Woot!

To all the lovely people in my life...You're beautiful.

.Princess in Waiting.

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