---I wrote this last week, but never got around to finishing it. Here you go =)
This is for all you world travelers out there.
Tonight I was seeing God's beauty first hand. I saw the sky break free, and God gave us "small towners" a beautiful sunset. I couldn't have asked for anything better. I was happy to say the least.
I've missed seeing God work in marvelous ways. I felt like tonight He's just assured me that everything works out in His timing. After all, His timing is the best timing.
I've realized something lately...I want to travel this world...Someday! I want to see God's beautiful work, first hand. I want to see the exquisite sunsets everywhere in this world. I want to become a world traveler. I know I want to go to college, but for what? Still undecided. Do I want to go into journalism? And be a professional Writer for the rest of my life? I don't know. I know I like to do this for the fun of it, but I know that once babies enter my life, I will have my hands full, because me, well I'm gonna be a full time stay at home Momma.
Children will someday be my life. Nothing's going to change that. Sooo, as you all can see, that in these next 2 year of finishing up high school, I have a lot of choices to make, but I have a whole life of choices. Right now, I'm gonna sit here and enjoy God's beauty of this world.
What is it that you dream of when you think of your life? When you think of college? Do you want to go to college? --These choices are up to you, no one else can choose your life for you. Live your life to it's fullest, don't let anyone stop you from following your heart.
--Well this is not what I expected to be talking about tonight. But I do remember that I promised a blog last night and never got around to it...Sorry about that. I got busy with spending time with my amazing family. So here's a blog for tonight. Hope that helps. =)
Everyone reading about my life. Thank you. I adore you.
.Princess in Waiting.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Sunday, September 26, 2010
missin' you.
To everyone out there that's experienced love.
Tonight is a night I'm longing for the one I'll love someday to come. I know I'm trying not to share my heart so much, but tonight I need to let something out there into this crazy world. I need to share my feelings, since I feel like you all are the only one's listening.
I miss him. I miss the man that will someday win my heart. The man that I'll look into his eyes and see love, and happiness, and babies, and romance.
Are there ever nights you just need to write out your thoughts? Where you feel better afterwords? I'm feeling that right about now. I don't know if anyone is reading this, but I'm writing, and I believe I'll always be writing.
I write because it's the best way I can express my feelings. I don't always say the right thing, or do the right thing, but it seems like every time I start writing I say the right thing. I express myself in these words. I become myself in these words.
God's been working like crazy in my life, He's been taking things out, and bringing things in. He's been working His butt off. The thing is, I haven't been the child I should be for Him. I haven't been listening like I should be. I haven't been following like I should be. I'm trying to though. I'm trying to simply follow for once, but if anyone knows me, it's not easy for me to just "follow" I want to fix the problem. I guess I've heard the saying one too many times in my life, "Don't let the sun go down on your anger." Well I took that to heart, so I try not to go to bed knowing things aren't right with someone, but God doesn't always give you your answers right away. You have to wait for them often.
I'm having to wait for a bunch of stuff right now. Waiting isn't all that much fun, especially when it's a long wait. Anyone out there waiting for something? Then hopefully you know how I feel. God's got it though. That's something I have to keep reminding myself.
=)
So, wanna hear a story? ...Okay it may not be a "story" but yeah, here it goes. There once was a boy, he became my best friend. He challenged me, he pushed me, and made me come out of my "shell" a. l. o. t. ;) The thing is, I never realized how hard it is to be a guy's "friend." Anyone know what I mean? yeeeeeah. It's not like you can ask them their "deepest darkest secret" and they'll be happy to share it with you like a girl would be. ha. But I believe God has amazing things in store for this guy. He's gonna change this world. He's gonna experience love first hand someday. He's gonna hike the appalachian trail someday, and he's gonna explore the beauty of this world.
-To this guy, I'm kinda sorry I just wrote about you in my blog. But I write about people that change my world when they come into it. And well, you've changed my world. Thank you for that.
Onto another note...
I got pink roses the other day!! =)
---From my sister, but that still counts riiiiiight? ha.
They're beautiful, and I just remembered that if I don't water them tonight they might just die. Can't have that happening.
Well, I do believe I'm signing out for the night. I've missed writing. Truly I have. Glad to be back. I think I'll write again tomorrow night, so be expecting it.
=)
Loves to all.
.Princess in Waiting.
Tonight is a night I'm longing for the one I'll love someday to come. I know I'm trying not to share my heart so much, but tonight I need to let something out there into this crazy world. I need to share my feelings, since I feel like you all are the only one's listening.
I miss him. I miss the man that will someday win my heart. The man that I'll look into his eyes and see love, and happiness, and babies, and romance.
Are there ever nights you just need to write out your thoughts? Where you feel better afterwords? I'm feeling that right about now. I don't know if anyone is reading this, but I'm writing, and I believe I'll always be writing.
I write because it's the best way I can express my feelings. I don't always say the right thing, or do the right thing, but it seems like every time I start writing I say the right thing. I express myself in these words. I become myself in these words.
God's been working like crazy in my life, He's been taking things out, and bringing things in. He's been working His butt off. The thing is, I haven't been the child I should be for Him. I haven't been listening like I should be. I haven't been following like I should be. I'm trying to though. I'm trying to simply follow for once, but if anyone knows me, it's not easy for me to just "follow" I want to fix the problem. I guess I've heard the saying one too many times in my life, "Don't let the sun go down on your anger." Well I took that to heart, so I try not to go to bed knowing things aren't right with someone, but God doesn't always give you your answers right away. You have to wait for them often.
I'm having to wait for a bunch of stuff right now. Waiting isn't all that much fun, especially when it's a long wait. Anyone out there waiting for something? Then hopefully you know how I feel. God's got it though. That's something I have to keep reminding myself.
=)
So, wanna hear a story? ...Okay it may not be a "story" but yeah, here it goes. There once was a boy, he became my best friend. He challenged me, he pushed me, and made me come out of my "shell" a. l. o. t. ;) The thing is, I never realized how hard it is to be a guy's "friend." Anyone know what I mean? yeeeeeah. It's not like you can ask them their "deepest darkest secret" and they'll be happy to share it with you like a girl would be. ha. But I believe God has amazing things in store for this guy. He's gonna change this world. He's gonna experience love first hand someday. He's gonna hike the appalachian trail someday, and he's gonna explore the beauty of this world.
-To this guy, I'm kinda sorry I just wrote about you in my blog. But I write about people that change my world when they come into it. And well, you've changed my world. Thank you for that.
Onto another note...
I got pink roses the other day!! =)
---From my sister, but that still counts riiiiiight? ha.
They're beautiful, and I just remembered that if I don't water them tonight they might just die. Can't have that happening.
Well, I do believe I'm signing out for the night. I've missed writing. Truly I have. Glad to be back. I think I'll write again tomorrow night, so be expecting it.
=)
Loves to all.
.Princess in Waiting.
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Long summer nights.
Time to make a new list...Do you love them as much as I do? Well if not, tough for you, because I'm not stoppin' ;)
1. The smell of freshly cut grass and sprinklers running reminds me of Summers in Florida. I miss it.
2. I have a promise ring. I'm looking at it at the moment, and I'm very proud of this ring. It's a promise to my husband and My Jesus to stay pure. It's pure happiness on my left hand.
3. Whenever I listen to Michael Card, "Sleep Sound in Jesus" it brings me right back to my childhood. immediately.
4. The movie "letter's to Juliet" is my favorite movie. ever. It's my love story at the moment, since I don't have one of my own for the time being. I will someday though. I just know it.
5. There are days I want to be a little Five year old girl again. I miss being young and carefree. I miss Summers in Florida, and Winters of making snowmen, and going sledding.
6. I have a pair of dark red glasses. They help me see.
7. I have a phone that finally receives text messages about 3 hours after it was originally sent. it sucks.
8. I love the name River for my someday daughter. middle name, first name, whatever. I just want it used in some way. It's a exquisite name.
9. I love sitting out under the stars. Did you know that?
10. When I have a really awesome encounter with my Heavenly Daddy...I get oober excited. You'll know when I just had a long chat with my Daddy. It's incredible.
11. I write a lot.
--Not that any of you knew that.
12. I want to go to college, but for what? I don't know.
13. I'm not a fan of storms. They scare me, like deeply scare me. When the thunder hits you can find me under the covers scared.
14. I ran a red light a couple weeks ago, and I only have my permit.
15. I'm in the process of writing a song. But no, you can't know what it's about. I just felt like teasing you.
16. Books inspire me.
17. I blush a lot. and I mean a. lot. --I believe it's even considered a disorder now.
18. I love wearing dresses.
19. I'm trusting God with something really important in my life. And it was a lot easier to give this to Him than I thought it would be. I trust my Daddy (God) though.
20. I named my Guitar Shi. Meaning you ask? -I'm very 'shy' when you first meet me sooooo, I named it 'Shi' kinda like Shiloh, but not at all. =)
21. I like it when people comment on my writings. it makes me happy. Just sayin' ;)
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Some things I remember from my childhood would be..
-Always seeing my parents in-love.
-When I lived in Florida it was the pool everyday. and I mean everyday.
-Orange Blossom ice cream.
-Butterfly kisses.
-Airplane rides from Daddy. (where he would put us on his feet and 'fly' us around.)
-playing outside all day til it was dinner time, and then bed.
-playing baby dolls with my sister. We even dressed up our kittens one time in our baby clothes..they loved it, I just know it.
-Having my sisters as my best friends. They were always there. We would fight and five minutes later we were friends again. Love them.
-My parents always letting our imaginations go WILD. They never stopped us from dreaming, or having fun.
-Believing in Santa, Todd the Easter Bunny, Tooth Fairy.
-having dreams of vegetables when I was younger and waking up in sweats because I was dreaming they were chasing me. It's still a very vivid dream.
-Sunday mornings starting out with Worship music blasting throughout the house. Loved that!
--
Why is it that we long for Summer? Why is it that Summer is such a happy time? I'm remembering the Summers as a kid at the moment, and they're such happy times. Even this past Summer. I loved it. I didn't get airplane rides from Daddy, or Orange Blossom ice cream, or go to Florida, but I did make new memories. I loved. I cherished. I dreamed. I had fun.
Summer is leaving, and Fall is coming. Exciting time. Time to get the smores' out and start the bonfire. Time to cuddle up in your blanket, and cherish the times you have with the people you love.
Well this is my blog for the night. I believe I'm very content with this one.
oooooooooo, there went the THUNDER. :/ Not a huge fan. Time for bed. Sleep tight world, and I'll be seeing you around.
Here's my goodbye note.
--Being a child doesn't stay for long. You grow up, and get responsibilities. So enjoy being a kid, and cherish the times you have with your little ones at the moment. Enjoy the little Popsicle mustache, and the night they crawl up into your bed for a goodnight story. Enjoy it all. Wow, I must REALLY have babies on the brain. Well be blessed with the life you have, and remember this season of your life is only here for a bit. God always has something else juuuuust around the corner.
loves to all.
.Princess in Waiting.
1. The smell of freshly cut grass and sprinklers running reminds me of Summers in Florida. I miss it.
2. I have a promise ring. I'm looking at it at the moment, and I'm very proud of this ring. It's a promise to my husband and My Jesus to stay pure. It's pure happiness on my left hand.
3. Whenever I listen to Michael Card, "Sleep Sound in Jesus" it brings me right back to my childhood. immediately.
4. The movie "letter's to Juliet" is my favorite movie. ever. It's my love story at the moment, since I don't have one of my own for the time being. I will someday though. I just know it.
5. There are days I want to be a little Five year old girl again. I miss being young and carefree. I miss Summers in Florida, and Winters of making snowmen, and going sledding.
6. I have a pair of dark red glasses. They help me see.
7. I have a phone that finally receives text messages about 3 hours after it was originally sent. it sucks.
8. I love the name River for my someday daughter. middle name, first name, whatever. I just want it used in some way. It's a exquisite name.
9. I love sitting out under the stars. Did you know that?
10. When I have a really awesome encounter with my Heavenly Daddy...I get oober excited. You'll know when I just had a long chat with my Daddy. It's incredible.
11. I write a lot.
--Not that any of you knew that.
12. I want to go to college, but for what? I don't know.
13. I'm not a fan of storms. They scare me, like deeply scare me. When the thunder hits you can find me under the covers scared.
14. I ran a red light a couple weeks ago, and I only have my permit.
15. I'm in the process of writing a song. But no, you can't know what it's about. I just felt like teasing you.
16. Books inspire me.
17. I blush a lot. and I mean a. lot. --I believe it's even considered a disorder now.
18. I love wearing dresses.
19. I'm trusting God with something really important in my life. And it was a lot easier to give this to Him than I thought it would be. I trust my Daddy (God) though.
20. I named my Guitar Shi. Meaning you ask? -I'm very 'shy' when you first meet me sooooo, I named it 'Shi' kinda like Shiloh, but not at all. =)
21. I like it when people comment on my writings. it makes me happy. Just sayin' ;)
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Some things I remember from my childhood would be..
-Always seeing my parents in-love.
-When I lived in Florida it was the pool everyday. and I mean everyday.
-Orange Blossom ice cream.
-Butterfly kisses.
-Airplane rides from Daddy. (where he would put us on his feet and 'fly' us around.)
-playing outside all day til it was dinner time, and then bed.
-playing baby dolls with my sister. We even dressed up our kittens one time in our baby clothes..they loved it, I just know it.
-Having my sisters as my best friends. They were always there. We would fight and five minutes later we were friends again. Love them.
-My parents always letting our imaginations go WILD. They never stopped us from dreaming, or having fun.
-Believing in Santa, Todd the Easter Bunny, Tooth Fairy.
-having dreams of vegetables when I was younger and waking up in sweats because I was dreaming they were chasing me. It's still a very vivid dream.
-Sunday mornings starting out with Worship music blasting throughout the house. Loved that!
--
Why is it that we long for Summer? Why is it that Summer is such a happy time? I'm remembering the Summers as a kid at the moment, and they're such happy times. Even this past Summer. I loved it. I didn't get airplane rides from Daddy, or Orange Blossom ice cream, or go to Florida, but I did make new memories. I loved. I cherished. I dreamed. I had fun.
Summer is leaving, and Fall is coming. Exciting time. Time to get the smores' out and start the bonfire. Time to cuddle up in your blanket, and cherish the times you have with the people you love.
Well this is my blog for the night. I believe I'm very content with this one.
oooooooooo, there went the THUNDER. :/ Not a huge fan. Time for bed. Sleep tight world, and I'll be seeing you around.
Here's my goodbye note.
--Being a child doesn't stay for long. You grow up, and get responsibilities. So enjoy being a kid, and cherish the times you have with your little ones at the moment. Enjoy the little Popsicle mustache, and the night they crawl up into your bed for a goodnight story. Enjoy it all. Wow, I must REALLY have babies on the brain. Well be blessed with the life you have, and remember this season of your life is only here for a bit. God always has something else juuuuust around the corner.
loves to all.
.Princess in Waiting.
The little red house.
I'm a girl that loves the color red.
Hello to everyone taking the time to read about my lovely but boring at times life.
=)
I was looking at another blog tonight and it's titled "the little red house" well that's how the title of this blog came about. I got inspired. Annnnnd everyone knows what happens when I get inspired riiiight? I write. I also sometimes write a lot, so be prepared.
Tonight I was reminded about how much I long for a family of my own. I want to be a Momma so bad. Yes, I'm sixteen, but it's never too young to start thinking about your own family. I believe I started at the age I could carry a baby doll...so, that would be about forever in my book. ;) I adore babies, and I can't wait to hold my own child in my arms someday and know he's mine. forever.
I also want a quaint little Log Cabin, with children and love overflowing inside it. I don't know why but Log Cabins have always caught my eye, and when I see them in person, I fall in-love. They're simply beautiful.
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Love is powerful. I believe that. My brother and sister in-law came over tonight, and I see the simple love in their eyes for each other. It's incredible. It's lovely. It's powerful. -Just a little side note. I adore them, so I thought I'd write about them.
..I just lost all my inspiration for this blog. bummer.
G'night world.
.Princess in Waiting.
Hello to everyone taking the time to read about my lovely but boring at times life.
=)
I was looking at another blog tonight and it's titled "the little red house" well that's how the title of this blog came about. I got inspired. Annnnnd everyone knows what happens when I get inspired riiiight? I write. I also sometimes write a lot, so be prepared.
Tonight I was reminded about how much I long for a family of my own. I want to be a Momma so bad. Yes, I'm sixteen, but it's never too young to start thinking about your own family. I believe I started at the age I could carry a baby doll...so, that would be about forever in my book. ;) I adore babies, and I can't wait to hold my own child in my arms someday and know he's mine. forever.
I also want a quaint little Log Cabin, with children and love overflowing inside it. I don't know why but Log Cabins have always caught my eye, and when I see them in person, I fall in-love. They're simply beautiful.
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Love is powerful. I believe that. My brother and sister in-law came over tonight, and I see the simple love in their eyes for each other. It's incredible. It's lovely. It's powerful. -Just a little side note. I adore them, so I thought I'd write about them.
..I just lost all my inspiration for this blog. bummer.
G'night world.
.Princess in Waiting.
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Finding her way.
She’s searching to find that place she can call home. Where she can strive to be herself in this absolutely crazy life of hers. She wants to find someone that will take her as she is, who will love her even with her flaws. She wants to be accepted. She wants to find love in the deepest parts of her heart. She desires to travel this beautiful world.
She’s venturing out on a path that she’s not taking with anyone, and the people that will be there at the finish line, they’ll be her forever loves. She’s experienced her many heartaches, and found out what trusting someone feels like. She’s been challenged, and she’s found her first love again in God.
This is a crazy, authentic, beautiful, lovely, adventurous, witty, sometimes moody, and always trying to find her way kind of girl. She’s not content in being in a place for very long, she likes adventure, and road trips. She believes in love at first sight, and sees beauty in people’s love stories. This is a girl that doesn’t say, “no” to a life that’s full of adventure, and has some of the craziest dreams.
She’s fallen many times in her life, and made the wrong choices, but she knows it’s all leading up to the grand finale God has for her. She longs for a winter romance.
This girl, she’s keeping her heart guarded. She’s not letting it go so easily anymore, but she knows there will come a time when it’ll be hard to keep it hidden, because this girl…Well, she’s going to be in love someday. It’s going to be crazy, and fun, and lovely, and blissful. It’s going to be an adventure in itself.
…I’m going to find my place in this world. I’m not letting anyone stop me, because this is the journey where I’ll find myself.
There will be nights of going to my Heavenly Daddy, and asking for advice. It’s just going to be me and Him for a while. This is going to be an overwhelming, but always beautiful tale God is leading me on.
I’m ready.
.Princess in Waiting.
--I got a late night inspiration tonight..this is the kind of writings I use to do, and I miss it, so I got in the mood tonight to bring that joy back to myself. Hope you all loved it :o)
She’s venturing out on a path that she’s not taking with anyone, and the people that will be there at the finish line, they’ll be her forever loves. She’s experienced her many heartaches, and found out what trusting someone feels like. She’s been challenged, and she’s found her first love again in God.
This is a crazy, authentic, beautiful, lovely, adventurous, witty, sometimes moody, and always trying to find her way kind of girl. She’s not content in being in a place for very long, she likes adventure, and road trips. She believes in love at first sight, and sees beauty in people’s love stories. This is a girl that doesn’t say, “no” to a life that’s full of adventure, and has some of the craziest dreams.
She’s fallen many times in her life, and made the wrong choices, but she knows it’s all leading up to the grand finale God has for her. She longs for a winter romance.
This girl, she’s keeping her heart guarded. She’s not letting it go so easily anymore, but she knows there will come a time when it’ll be hard to keep it hidden, because this girl…Well, she’s going to be in love someday. It’s going to be crazy, and fun, and lovely, and blissful. It’s going to be an adventure in itself.
…I’m going to find my place in this world. I’m not letting anyone stop me, because this is the journey where I’ll find myself.
There will be nights of going to my Heavenly Daddy, and asking for advice. It’s just going to be me and Him for a while. This is going to be an overwhelming, but always beautiful tale God is leading me on.
I’m ready.
.Princess in Waiting.
--I got a late night inspiration tonight..this is the kind of writings I use to do, and I miss it, so I got in the mood tonight to bring that joy back to myself. Hope you all loved it :o)
Her journey to her dreams.
=) This was simply written by me. Hope you like it.
"Where's the battle to fight if the girl has run away? Where's the adventure to travel if the dreams have been so far off pace all these years? Where's this girl heading? Where's her heart? ...She's going to find it."
.Princess in Waiting.
"Where's the battle to fight if the girl has run away? Where's the adventure to travel if the dreams have been so far off pace all these years? Where's this girl heading? Where's her heart? ...She's going to find it."
.Princess in Waiting.
Lovely. Lovely flowers.
Hello all you bloggers out there, or readers.
I'm going to try to keep it short tonight..if that can actually happen. I also feel like I've been sharing too much of my heart lately, so I'm going to be cutting down on all that. I'm still an open book, but not to the blog world. :o)
--I'll fill you all in on my title of this blog. I was taking a walk today around my block, and every time I take a walk, I see these 2 beautiful flowers. I badly want to pick them, and take them home, but then there's this part of me that wants them to stay there because they give me this little reminder every day I see them, that God puts beauty into even the littlest things.
..So to conclude my story, they're staying. But they are just lovely in my opinion.
--Now since that was a sidetrack kind of thought, here are my thoughts on tonight's blog. Enjoy!
I've realized that when you tumble and fall it's just a chance for God to willingly catch you. When you cry it's a time for Him to wipe away your tears. When you smile it's a chance for Him to see the beautiful smile He created. When you get lost it's a chance for Him to grab your hand and say, "Follow me child of mine."
Life doesn't always go as planned, but if this road and journey was a straight path, and there weren't any times you needed to call out to our Heavenly Daddy, then where would the adventure be? -The hardest things are the best things.
God has the best for us in His hands. He know our ending, and I know my ending is with an amazing man. Do I know that man right now? Maybe not. But God does! He knows who's going to take my breath away. He knows who is going to catch my eye, and who I'm going to love for the rest of my life.
I'm venturing out on a scary road at the moment. But it's also going to be the place where I find myself. Everyone makes mistakes right? I know I do. Often. But in those mistakes I've learned from them. I've made memories, and I've trusted. I don't regret anything in my life, because at a young age I told myself that I don't want to look back on my life and regret anything I've done. So I don't.
-I've never loved anyone in the way most people view love. I've fallen very close to it, but I've never been in that spot with someone. Which is something I'm glad I've never experienced because that's something I hold very close to my heart. The time I give away true love to a man, I know he'll be the one, because that love is hidden deep in my heart, and the right man will fight for that love. He'll win that battle, but it's only for him to win.
Love is not stupid.
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Love is powerful.
Love is a battle in itself.
Love is worth everything.
Daddy (God),
My prayer for tonight, is that you'll hide my heart. You'll guide me, and protect me. I pray that my heart will be hidden deep in you, and that when the right man comes along he'll fight for it. Daddy, I want to follow you. I want to take an adventure with you, and you alone. At this point in my life there's nothing stopping me. I want to take this time to learn about you, and to cling to you. I want you to be the love of my life, because I have to fall in-love with you before I get the chance to fall in-love with the man you've desired me to be with. I'll wait, because I know you're going to make this journey fun. There will be hardships, and struggles, but there will also be adventures and tears of joy. There will be happiness, and smiles. There will be nights it's just you and me. There will be Valentines day's spent with you.
Please get me prepared to have a man's heart and to be able to treat it with respect. Teach me how to love you, so I can love a man someday. Teach me the ropes to becoming the woman you want me to become.
Daddy, love me. Be my first love. It'll be the best love I can ever experience. Capture my heart, and make it pure. Guard my heart.
--Well, this is my blog for the night.
I think I have a problem with sharing too much. But I'm a girl that loves to write my thoughts out. When I keep everything in, then it becomes a problem, because I like to share my feelings...Can you tell? :o)
Remember, love the right people, and don't regret your life. Everything that happens in life, God planned. He is molding your story right now. Let Him write it!
.Princess in Waiting.
I'm going to try to keep it short tonight..if that can actually happen. I also feel like I've been sharing too much of my heart lately, so I'm going to be cutting down on all that. I'm still an open book, but not to the blog world. :o)
--I'll fill you all in on my title of this blog. I was taking a walk today around my block, and every time I take a walk, I see these 2 beautiful flowers. I badly want to pick them, and take them home, but then there's this part of me that wants them to stay there because they give me this little reminder every day I see them, that God puts beauty into even the littlest things.
..So to conclude my story, they're staying. But they are just lovely in my opinion.
--Now since that was a sidetrack kind of thought, here are my thoughts on tonight's blog. Enjoy!
I've realized that when you tumble and fall it's just a chance for God to willingly catch you. When you cry it's a time for Him to wipe away your tears. When you smile it's a chance for Him to see the beautiful smile He created. When you get lost it's a chance for Him to grab your hand and say, "Follow me child of mine."
Life doesn't always go as planned, but if this road and journey was a straight path, and there weren't any times you needed to call out to our Heavenly Daddy, then where would the adventure be? -The hardest things are the best things.
God has the best for us in His hands. He know our ending, and I know my ending is with an amazing man. Do I know that man right now? Maybe not. But God does! He knows who's going to take my breath away. He knows who is going to catch my eye, and who I'm going to love for the rest of my life.
I'm venturing out on a scary road at the moment. But it's also going to be the place where I find myself. Everyone makes mistakes right? I know I do. Often. But in those mistakes I've learned from them. I've made memories, and I've trusted. I don't regret anything in my life, because at a young age I told myself that I don't want to look back on my life and regret anything I've done. So I don't.
-I've never loved anyone in the way most people view love. I've fallen very close to it, but I've never been in that spot with someone. Which is something I'm glad I've never experienced because that's something I hold very close to my heart. The time I give away true love to a man, I know he'll be the one, because that love is hidden deep in my heart, and the right man will fight for that love. He'll win that battle, but it's only for him to win.
Love is not stupid.
--
Love is powerful.
Love is a battle in itself.
Love is worth everything.
Daddy (God),
My prayer for tonight, is that you'll hide my heart. You'll guide me, and protect me. I pray that my heart will be hidden deep in you, and that when the right man comes along he'll fight for it. Daddy, I want to follow you. I want to take an adventure with you, and you alone. At this point in my life there's nothing stopping me. I want to take this time to learn about you, and to cling to you. I want you to be the love of my life, because I have to fall in-love with you before I get the chance to fall in-love with the man you've desired me to be with. I'll wait, because I know you're going to make this journey fun. There will be hardships, and struggles, but there will also be adventures and tears of joy. There will be happiness, and smiles. There will be nights it's just you and me. There will be Valentines day's spent with you.
Please get me prepared to have a man's heart and to be able to treat it with respect. Teach me how to love you, so I can love a man someday. Teach me the ropes to becoming the woman you want me to become.
Daddy, love me. Be my first love. It'll be the best love I can ever experience. Capture my heart, and make it pure. Guard my heart.
--Well, this is my blog for the night.
I think I have a problem with sharing too much. But I'm a girl that loves to write my thoughts out. When I keep everything in, then it becomes a problem, because I like to share my feelings...Can you tell? :o)
Remember, love the right people, and don't regret your life. Everything that happens in life, God planned. He is molding your story right now. Let Him write it!
.Princess in Waiting.
Friday, September 10, 2010
Sitting in my comfy bed.
I'm a girl that has a cup of Clearwater Beach sand sitting on my bedside table because I miss Florida so much.
I just had an amazing night out in my small town with my family, and now we're home and everyone is going their separate ways, with studying, and sleeping, and I'm here to write. I love to make lists..lists of everything. I make a food list with my Mom before we go to the store. And I make lists for myself, of everything and it's fun. So, I'm here to share tonight some of my favorite things. Things that simply make me happy, and just bring pure bliss to my life. Welcome to my world...To whoever that is reading this.
1. I love Wal-Mart runs with my sisters...even if it was a pointless trip.
2. I want to paint my nails black..only because I think it's a pretty color.
3. I bought a 24 pack of water in Wal-Mart tonight. I love the taste of it.
4. I realized tonight that carrying a 24 pack of water all over Wal-Mart can get realllly heavy. I need a guy in my life. ha.
5. There are very few people that call me Grace in my life, and they are very important to me. :)
6. I have a Guitar, but have no clue how to play it. My friend told me to tune it, and I had no clue what he was talking about.
7. I've become very confidant with my beauty in the past year.
8. My first name means, "Grace" so my parents really named me, "Grace, Grace." How creative.
9. Songs inspire me.
10. The first smells of Summer is pure bliss.
11. I have art filling my walls in my room.
12. Dave Barnes has a beautiful voice.
13. I know a guy...I believe God has great plans for him. He's gonna change this generation, I believe it.
14. I want to have at least 5 children. Maybe 10...or, maybe, you know however many God will give me :) I'm good with that.
15. My parents are my role models.
16. I believe in love, and know that someday it will be my turn.
17. The dark freaks me out.
18. I don't like to be chased.
19. I over-analyze too much.
20. I believe smiles are God's gift to me personally. =)
21. It takes a lot for me to open up to people. I like to keep things in..often.
22. It takes a lot to hurt me (as in my feelings.), but when you do you'll know it.
23. 23 will be my lucky number of the night, because I'm stopping with 23. Hmm, what do I have that equals 23? I have over 23 DVD's. I have over 23 friends on Facebook. I have 23 photos hanging on my wall. There's one! Oh well...here's another one, I need about 23 hours of sleep to not be tired anymore...Will it happen? No.
--World, you're sweet for reading this, but my eyes are saying they need sleep. But I'm about to watch "Elf" with my sister. So I hope you enjoyed my list and go create one of your own...they are fun to make, it may not be fun to read but it's fun for me :o)
As my Momma, and Daddy would always say...Butterfly kisses. G'night.
.Sweet Dreams!
.Princess in Waiting.
I just had an amazing night out in my small town with my family, and now we're home and everyone is going their separate ways, with studying, and sleeping, and I'm here to write. I love to make lists..lists of everything. I make a food list with my Mom before we go to the store. And I make lists for myself, of everything and it's fun. So, I'm here to share tonight some of my favorite things. Things that simply make me happy, and just bring pure bliss to my life. Welcome to my world...To whoever that is reading this.
1. I love Wal-Mart runs with my sisters...even if it was a pointless trip.
2. I want to paint my nails black..only because I think it's a pretty color.
3. I bought a 24 pack of water in Wal-Mart tonight. I love the taste of it.
4. I realized tonight that carrying a 24 pack of water all over Wal-Mart can get realllly heavy. I need a guy in my life. ha.
5. There are very few people that call me Grace in my life, and they are very important to me. :)
6. I have a Guitar, but have no clue how to play it. My friend told me to tune it, and I had no clue what he was talking about.
7. I've become very confidant with my beauty in the past year.
8. My first name means, "Grace" so my parents really named me, "Grace, Grace." How creative.
9. Songs inspire me.
10. The first smells of Summer is pure bliss.
11. I have art filling my walls in my room.
12. Dave Barnes has a beautiful voice.
13. I know a guy...I believe God has great plans for him. He's gonna change this generation, I believe it.
14. I want to have at least 5 children. Maybe 10...or, maybe, you know however many God will give me :) I'm good with that.
15. My parents are my role models.
16. I believe in love, and know that someday it will be my turn.
17. The dark freaks me out.
18. I don't like to be chased.
19. I over-analyze too much.
20. I believe smiles are God's gift to me personally. =)
21. It takes a lot for me to open up to people. I like to keep things in..often.
22. It takes a lot to hurt me (as in my feelings.), but when you do you'll know it.
23. 23 will be my lucky number of the night, because I'm stopping with 23. Hmm, what do I have that equals 23? I have over 23 DVD's. I have over 23 friends on Facebook. I have 23 photos hanging on my wall. There's one! Oh well...here's another one, I need about 23 hours of sleep to not be tired anymore...Will it happen? No.
--World, you're sweet for reading this, but my eyes are saying they need sleep. But I'm about to watch "Elf" with my sister. So I hope you enjoyed my list and go create one of your own...they are fun to make, it may not be fun to read but it's fun for me :o)
As my Momma, and Daddy would always say...Butterfly kisses. G'night.
.Sweet Dreams!
.Princess in Waiting.
Thursday, September 9, 2010
God gave me you.
"God gave me you for the ups and downs. God gave me you for the days of doubt. For when I think I've lost my way, there are no words here left to say, it's true. God gave me you."
-Dave Barnes
Who out of everyone reading this, is waiting for the love story God has for you? I am.
This song speaks a lot to me. Songs tend to do that for me. It's this inspiring feeling I get when I listen to a new song...I play it over and over again, mainly to actually see what the lyrics mean to me. This song shows me true love. Love that's worth waiting for, but it's also hard to wait...Who knew?! ;) Who knew it would be so hard to wait for God to say, "it's your time..finally." I didn't know it would be this hard, but it is.
By the way...It's not my time yet. I know that.
I do know one thing though. With God writing this story for me, it will be perfect. It will be pure bliss. It will be lovely. It will be charming. It will be exquisite. It will be MY story. No one else can take this story from me, because God wrote this for me. Not for someone else, because if I don't choose to live this out, then it won't be lived. But I am going to live out this story. I am going to strive to be my best in this life. I'm going to wait.
Is there ever a time in someone's life that seems like it's the hardest season of your life? Where nothing is going right, or it seems that way, but actually this is the time God is working the most...Yeah, I'm in that season right now. It's scary, and a lot of the times hard, but I know God is molding my story, and He's having every event in my life add up to my "Grand Finale."
There are also moments that will take my breath away, ones that will be so beautiful in my eyes, and there will also be people that come into my life that are just pure lovely.
-This journey is once in a lifetime.
..Am I making any sense? I hope so.
I may say waiting is hard, because it is. I'm not gonna lie, but I know God has everything in His hands, and He wouldn't have called me to take this journey if He didn't believe and know I would make it out better in the end. I will strive til the end. I will be the best I can be in this life. I may fail, and feel like giving up, but if anyone of you know me...I can never actually give up on something I believe in..It's just a moment of weakness. But I will NOT give up.
Okay, so I think I was successful in this blog. But I feel like it's too serious. So, I believe I'm gonna write another blog...yes, 2 in one day. Woot!
To all the lovely people in my life...You're beautiful.
.Princess in Waiting.
-Dave Barnes
Who out of everyone reading this, is waiting for the love story God has for you? I am.
This song speaks a lot to me. Songs tend to do that for me. It's this inspiring feeling I get when I listen to a new song...I play it over and over again, mainly to actually see what the lyrics mean to me. This song shows me true love. Love that's worth waiting for, but it's also hard to wait...Who knew?! ;) Who knew it would be so hard to wait for God to say, "it's your time..finally." I didn't know it would be this hard, but it is.
By the way...It's not my time yet. I know that.
I do know one thing though. With God writing this story for me, it will be perfect. It will be pure bliss. It will be lovely. It will be charming. It will be exquisite. It will be MY story. No one else can take this story from me, because God wrote this for me. Not for someone else, because if I don't choose to live this out, then it won't be lived. But I am going to live out this story. I am going to strive to be my best in this life. I'm going to wait.
Is there ever a time in someone's life that seems like it's the hardest season of your life? Where nothing is going right, or it seems that way, but actually this is the time God is working the most...Yeah, I'm in that season right now. It's scary, and a lot of the times hard, but I know God is molding my story, and He's having every event in my life add up to my "Grand Finale."
There are also moments that will take my breath away, ones that will be so beautiful in my eyes, and there will also be people that come into my life that are just pure lovely.
-This journey is once in a lifetime.
..Am I making any sense? I hope so.
I may say waiting is hard, because it is. I'm not gonna lie, but I know God has everything in His hands, and He wouldn't have called me to take this journey if He didn't believe and know I would make it out better in the end. I will strive til the end. I will be the best I can be in this life. I may fail, and feel like giving up, but if anyone of you know me...I can never actually give up on something I believe in..It's just a moment of weakness. But I will NOT give up.
Okay, so I think I was successful in this blog. But I feel like it's too serious. So, I believe I'm gonna write another blog...yes, 2 in one day. Woot!
To all the lovely people in my life...You're beautiful.
.Princess in Waiting.
Hello world.
I'm a girl that at the moment doesn't know what to do.
(this is not normal for me.)
I don't know how much I'm going to be sharing about my heart tonight, because at the moment, I don't know what all I can say. I'm confused, I'm hurt, and I'm trying to find comfort in my Daddy (God) when I feel like this is a time there isn't anything I can do. I don't know how to voice my feelings anymore.
-I'm an open book.
You know when you feel like everything is going great, and then a couple days later everything changes? Yeah that's where I'm at, at the moment. I was looking up at the sky the other night and it was FILLED with stars...and I mean FILLED. I guess that's when I feel most at home. That's when I feel God is closest. When I'm seeing His beauty all around me.
I've had a fear of trusting people for many years now, because I've been hurt by many people in my life, and when I put myself out there, and I trust them, it all seems to fail. I'm telling myself this time that there's a good reason I trusted. There's a good outcome out of this, but it may not be seen for a long time. I may tumble and fall, and "scrap my knees up" before I see this so called "amazing" outcome, but I guess I'm willing to wait. I don't know, there are days I feel like giving up. There are days I feel like fighting even if I'm the only one giving anything in the so called "two way street."
--If you all are confused, I'm sorry. I'm just writing my thoughts at the moment, and if you're reading them, than great. This is nothing serious, but it's hard. It's challenging, and most likely will be for awhile, but I know God has an amazing outcome out of all of this. At least I think He does.
God is my Hero. He's my strength when I'm weak. He's my healer of broken hearts, and He's my Heavenly Daddy.
;)
I feel like I'm rambling and not making any sense. So, I guess that's my cue to say Good night then.
So...G'night world. Sweet Dreams.
.Princess in Waiting.
(this is not normal for me.)
I don't know how much I'm going to be sharing about my heart tonight, because at the moment, I don't know what all I can say. I'm confused, I'm hurt, and I'm trying to find comfort in my Daddy (God) when I feel like this is a time there isn't anything I can do. I don't know how to voice my feelings anymore.
-I'm an open book.
You know when you feel like everything is going great, and then a couple days later everything changes? Yeah that's where I'm at, at the moment. I was looking up at the sky the other night and it was FILLED with stars...and I mean FILLED. I guess that's when I feel most at home. That's when I feel God is closest. When I'm seeing His beauty all around me.
I've had a fear of trusting people for many years now, because I've been hurt by many people in my life, and when I put myself out there, and I trust them, it all seems to fail. I'm telling myself this time that there's a good reason I trusted. There's a good outcome out of this, but it may not be seen for a long time. I may tumble and fall, and "scrap my knees up" before I see this so called "amazing" outcome, but I guess I'm willing to wait. I don't know, there are days I feel like giving up. There are days I feel like fighting even if I'm the only one giving anything in the so called "two way street."
--If you all are confused, I'm sorry. I'm just writing my thoughts at the moment, and if you're reading them, than great. This is nothing serious, but it's hard. It's challenging, and most likely will be for awhile, but I know God has an amazing outcome out of all of this. At least I think He does.
God is my Hero. He's my strength when I'm weak. He's my healer of broken hearts, and He's my Heavenly Daddy.
;)
I feel like I'm rambling and not making any sense. So, I guess that's my cue to say Good night then.
So...G'night world. Sweet Dreams.
.Princess in Waiting.
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Beautiful Smiles.
Fall inspires me to write like crazy. I've realized that.
Hello to everyone out there reading about my crazy life. Hope you're enjoying this BEAUTIFUL day from our Heavenly Daddy. It really is a beautiful day in my small town. I woke up this morning and I had to put on my winter slippers it was chilly, and I loved it!
Oh I'm a happy girl. I just had the most beautiful walk with my Heavenly Daddy. I heard His voice, and it's been awhile since I've actually heard Him talk to me. Oh how I've missed that voice. We talked, and I cried, but they weren't tears of sadness, they we're tears of joy, and I'm very excited to see what God does with me in my Season of Singleness. It's gonna be a fun journey, and you know what? I've never been excited about a journey more than this one. I'm pretty stoked.
God is going to open up some doors for me, but He is also going to close doors. He's going to bring people into my life, and take people out. But I know one thing, these walks...I'm excited to take them with Him, because it gives us a time to catch up, and just talk...Father to Daughter.
I believe everyone should take a season where it's just you and Daddy (God.) It'll be a time where you ask God the hard questions, and He'll answer you, you're learn how to really hear His voice, and it'll be incredible.
It'll also be a time where He gets you ready to share your life with another man for the rest of you life. He'll get you prepared for married life, and have you become the Woman you're suppose to be. He'll show you the ropes to life, but He wants you alone. He doesn't want to share you, He wants you fully to himself, so when the day does come where He has to give up the walks you and Him use to take alone, you'll be ready to take a man's hand in marriage. And He'll be ready to share you, but right now it's just a time for you and Him. :)
My favorite part about having a close relationship with God is the night I go to bed crying because this journey is just getting way too hard, and God just simply says, "Crawl up into my arms daughter, and everything will be alright." That's my favorite part...Knowing God is holding me as I go to sleep. He's good at wiping my tears, and loving me.
----
Okay, so now that I've shared that part. I want to say that Fall is my MOST favorite time of the year...Yep! I just decided that. I love going outside and smelling fire burning, or having Bonfires, or roasting Marshmallows. It's the time of year where I get excited about Christmas, and I start playing Christmas music.
I get inspired to write, and I get to pull out my winter coats. :o)
I went to visit a friend at her college today, and it was the MOST beautiful day, we sat outside for a couple hours, and it was amazing weather. I loved it. I love the beauty of this world, and what all God has given to us. I don't enjoy it as much as I should, but I'm gonna change that!
Well I'm signing off for the night. Going to spend some more time with Daddy (God) and then some time with the Family.
G'night world.
.Princess in Waiting.
Hello to everyone out there reading about my crazy life. Hope you're enjoying this BEAUTIFUL day from our Heavenly Daddy. It really is a beautiful day in my small town. I woke up this morning and I had to put on my winter slippers it was chilly, and I loved it!
Oh I'm a happy girl. I just had the most beautiful walk with my Heavenly Daddy. I heard His voice, and it's been awhile since I've actually heard Him talk to me. Oh how I've missed that voice. We talked, and I cried, but they weren't tears of sadness, they we're tears of joy, and I'm very excited to see what God does with me in my Season of Singleness. It's gonna be a fun journey, and you know what? I've never been excited about a journey more than this one. I'm pretty stoked.
God is going to open up some doors for me, but He is also going to close doors. He's going to bring people into my life, and take people out. But I know one thing, these walks...I'm excited to take them with Him, because it gives us a time to catch up, and just talk...Father to Daughter.
I believe everyone should take a season where it's just you and Daddy (God.) It'll be a time where you ask God the hard questions, and He'll answer you, you're learn how to really hear His voice, and it'll be incredible.
It'll also be a time where He gets you ready to share your life with another man for the rest of you life. He'll get you prepared for married life, and have you become the Woman you're suppose to be. He'll show you the ropes to life, but He wants you alone. He doesn't want to share you, He wants you fully to himself, so when the day does come where He has to give up the walks you and Him use to take alone, you'll be ready to take a man's hand in marriage. And He'll be ready to share you, but right now it's just a time for you and Him. :)
My favorite part about having a close relationship with God is the night I go to bed crying because this journey is just getting way too hard, and God just simply says, "Crawl up into my arms daughter, and everything will be alright." That's my favorite part...Knowing God is holding me as I go to sleep. He's good at wiping my tears, and loving me.
----
Okay, so now that I've shared that part. I want to say that Fall is my MOST favorite time of the year...Yep! I just decided that. I love going outside and smelling fire burning, or having Bonfires, or roasting Marshmallows. It's the time of year where I get excited about Christmas, and I start playing Christmas music.
I get inspired to write, and I get to pull out my winter coats. :o)
I went to visit a friend at her college today, and it was the MOST beautiful day, we sat outside for a couple hours, and it was amazing weather. I loved it. I love the beauty of this world, and what all God has given to us. I don't enjoy it as much as I should, but I'm gonna change that!
Well I'm signing off for the night. Going to spend some more time with Daddy (God) and then some time with the Family.
G'night world.
.Princess in Waiting.
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Pink Roses inspire me.
I'm a dreamer. I've realized that.
Hello! I said I would be writing more often lately, and guess what?! I've kept that promise....hope that's okay :) It's late, and I'm awake while the rest of my family is sleeping. Do you ever just take time to realize how amazing your family really is? I have THE MOST incredible family I could ask for. --Just a side note. ;)
--Another side note, if you've ever noticed I love to title my blogs really cool names. Even if they don't have to do with the blog, the names just inspire me. Thought I'd let you know for future times when you see a title and don't understand it. :o)
So, what's on my mind..hmm, I've realized that I think too much into the future. I dream way too often, and I wish upon stars and hope they'll actually come true. :) I believe in those kind of things, because they're fun, and it's part of my childhood I just kinda don't want to give up.
Okay so here's a look into the life of me for a bit. I'm letting go of something really important in my life right now. Something I never wanted to imagine letting go of, but God is telling me to trust Him with this, because I "believe" there's gonna be a great ending to this if I let Daddy (God.) handle it all, but there's a part of me that's scared to let go fully. I've always held the important things in my life VERY close to me, and this time God is saying, "let go, let go for me, and I'll show you just how amazing I really am." It's hard, but I know it's best in the end.
I say I "believe" I know the ending, but do I really? No, I have no clue, because God is FULL of surprises. He's can give you something amazing, and then a week later say, "okay, it's time to give it up, and see what I'll do if you trust me fully. "God's amazing, but at times you don't understand what all God is thinking.
I don't want to let go. I want to hold on, but it's like God is standing next to me, and I have my hands rapped tightly around this person, and He is pulling me farther and farther away from this person, just asking and pleading with me to let Him take control.
--I guess what I'm trying to get at is, I'm letting God take control. I'm gonna sit here and do nothing for once. He wants me to simply watch for the time being. There will come a time where I'm back in the "game" but right now, I'm listening and watching. I'm extremely happy with what all God has in store for me, and I'm hoping the ending is great....oh, who and I kidding, God is the MAKER of romance. He is the CREATOR of Love Stories. Nicholas Sparks has nothing on Him. ;)
My ending will be incredible. No matter who it's with, no matter when it is, or how long I have to wait. God is in CONTROL!
I want to say one last thing. --
--Sweetheart, you're loved.
.Princess in Waiting.
Hello! I said I would be writing more often lately, and guess what?! I've kept that promise....hope that's okay :) It's late, and I'm awake while the rest of my family is sleeping. Do you ever just take time to realize how amazing your family really is? I have THE MOST incredible family I could ask for. --Just a side note. ;)
--Another side note, if you've ever noticed I love to title my blogs really cool names. Even if they don't have to do with the blog, the names just inspire me. Thought I'd let you know for future times when you see a title and don't understand it. :o)
So, what's on my mind..hmm, I've realized that I think too much into the future. I dream way too often, and I wish upon stars and hope they'll actually come true. :) I believe in those kind of things, because they're fun, and it's part of my childhood I just kinda don't want to give up.
Okay so here's a look into the life of me for a bit. I'm letting go of something really important in my life right now. Something I never wanted to imagine letting go of, but God is telling me to trust Him with this, because I "believe" there's gonna be a great ending to this if I let Daddy (God.) handle it all, but there's a part of me that's scared to let go fully. I've always held the important things in my life VERY close to me, and this time God is saying, "let go, let go for me, and I'll show you just how amazing I really am." It's hard, but I know it's best in the end.
I say I "believe" I know the ending, but do I really? No, I have no clue, because God is FULL of surprises. He's can give you something amazing, and then a week later say, "okay, it's time to give it up, and see what I'll do if you trust me fully. "God's amazing, but at times you don't understand what all God is thinking.
I don't want to let go. I want to hold on, but it's like God is standing next to me, and I have my hands rapped tightly around this person, and He is pulling me farther and farther away from this person, just asking and pleading with me to let Him take control.
--I guess what I'm trying to get at is, I'm letting God take control. I'm gonna sit here and do nothing for once. He wants me to simply watch for the time being. There will come a time where I'm back in the "game" but right now, I'm listening and watching. I'm extremely happy with what all God has in store for me, and I'm hoping the ending is great....oh, who and I kidding, God is the MAKER of romance. He is the CREATOR of Love Stories. Nicholas Sparks has nothing on Him. ;)
My ending will be incredible. No matter who it's with, no matter when it is, or how long I have to wait. God is in CONTROL!
I want to say one last thing. --
--Sweetheart, you're loved.
.Princess in Waiting.
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