You know when you think your life is perfect and then God comes along and shows you what's missing? It's honestly your other half. The one that will someday complete you. The one that could be standing right next to you, but you just don't know it. I think the cool thing is, is that God knows it. He sees your life 25 years from now, He sees the person that will make you smile everyday of your life. The one that you can say "I love you!" too for the rest of your life. The times coming everyone. Someone fell in-love today. Someone met their forever today. Someone saw their Love from across the room but couldn't do anything about it because they are waiting on God. Someone got married today. Someone had their first child today. And someone found out the truth today.
It's all in the way God works. But you know the hardest thing is when your family doesn't accept someone important in your life? The one you can't imagine life without, even with just being friends with that person. It's hard to see your family not liking them. If you think you're hurting anyone it's me. The pain is going straight to me, do you want that for me? God is changing me everyday, and I think that once I get this friendship in order, God is going to have me move onto other things, but right now I need to build this friendship up. I can't loose it, not now, because I've given so much into it. -It just hurts me, just as much as it hurts my friendship.
I guess I'm just one of those people that like everything to be perfect, and there to be no conflict. I want them to accept him. -Just as my friend, if anything you're doing it for me.
I know this is kinda a boring blog for tonight, but this is what's been on my mind the whole night. This friendship means the world to me, and to see the way my family acts..It honestly hurts. I told you I would be real with you after all :)
.Princess in Waiting.
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