Life has changed so much for me in the past year. I've experienced God more, I learned who I am as a person...well partly, I have found out that you never stop learning who you are, because God is changing you everyday of your life. He is building you up to be the person you've always longed to be. Something I didn't know would happen is, friendships would be lost, friendships would be built, but also trying to get a friendship is hard enough, but trying to keep it once it gets torn down, and you start loosing your faith in it, that's when it gets harder than you ever imagined.
I am going to be writing about the adventures, struggles, and excitement that happens for me, in this time of my life...my waiting stage of life. You can follow me if you want or you can dislike me but this is who I am! I am a Jesus lover, He is my rock, and I love Him with all my heart, and no I'm not going to change for anyone. If you don't like me the way I am, then that's okay with me! :)
I'm real. I'm fun. I'm quirky at times. oh, and I'm a Princess in Waiting.
Who knew waiting would be so hard? Definitely not me. I thought waiting for my husband to come into my life would be fun, but also not hard at all. Ha! was I wrong? I will say that in the beginning of choosing to wait, I didn't really want to. I told you I was going to be real with you. I wanted to live life and I knew that liking other guys was not in the "waiting" plan. That's when God took control of me. He showed me that my Love is out there somewhere, and I need to be the one to wait for him. I can't be giving my heart and emotions to someone else when I'm suppose to only be giving those to one person in my whole life. So I promised my Jesus, and my Love, that I would wait. Let me tell you..waiting was the best thing I've done in my life so far! God's been my rock for the past couple months, and I've been so close to Him, and it's amazing. There are nights I go to sleep in my Jesus' arms. He loves holding me. He loves it when I go to Him in tears and ask Him to take all my worries away instead of going to my best friend and asking him to comfort me. My Jesus wants to be the Lover of my Soul. He wants to be my Prince forever and always!
As you can tell, I love to write. I am not much of a talker, so this is how I get my feelings out there. This is how I express myself as a person. God's given me this gift, and I love it!
Hope you enjoyed the first of MANY blogs...there will be many you can count on that! :)
.Princess in waiting.
This is so awesome Hannah. I am very proud of you for the decision you made. I personally know how it is to wait on that special someone, yes it can be hard but it can also be the greatest time for God to move in your life. I waited for Josh, he was my first and only boyfriend, my first and only kiss, and my first and only love. It is amazing and i am so glad that i waited for him because i dont have regrets from other relationships and worries of other people cause i know God choose Josh for me. And waiting on your spouse makes your marriage so much better. I love that i can say Josh was my first and only love because i wanted for God to bring him to me. And as i look at our life together i know it was God that brought us together cause our lifes just fit so perfect and we both are so happy being together. So i encourage you to continue on your journey of waiting because it is a great and most satisfing adventure between you and God and dont worry if you have to wait longer than you thought cause maybe he is still workin on your spouse for you :). I am here for you if you want to talk more! ~ Stephanie Kilburn ~
ReplyDelete