I have felt this stirring in my heart lately. A stirring that I couldn't quite pin point till right now, at this moment as I'm sitting in a car on my way home from Atlanta, GA. A stirring to seek rest in Him. No, the stirring wasn't to toss everything aside & finally go to beauty school, it was to allow myself to find pure giddiness in my singleness. --I have my days of sadness, but lately I have found more days to be joyful than to be sad. I am happy. I am more than happy, I am giddy. My happiness doesn't depend on a boy's happiness or shift with his mood changes, it single handedly rests in my own laughter-filled spirit.
8 months ago I said i was giving a year completely to God & my singleness, I didn't really know how powerful those words would become & how rewarding they would be as well. I have been placed in situations where I could have fallen into that hopefulness & excitement again, but I wholeheartedly want to be single....for right now.
God could decide to shake up my world tomorrow & if He does, it is HIS doing, but I find rest tonight in the fact that my happiness resides in HIM.
I thank Him for never giving up.
.the writer.
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