Hello everyone that loves to see what I'm doing on my evenings at home.
Well tonight I'm going to get lost in a world I've been missing for a long time. A world where I feel I'm meant to be in. A world where there is happiness and romance.
A book.
I guess this is where I get most of my inspiration from...reading books are my happiness. They are my way of escaping from this world for a bit, and just exploring the wonders that are soon to be revealed to me. I put myself as the girl that's heart is trying to be won, and fought for.
...Sadly, the last time I got lost in a book that I never wanted to leave from, was...Twilight. I know, sad stuff. But it's true. It was my happiness. I'm ready to get inspired again, and let my heart be free in a book, and not be scared of the ending.
The book that is going to let me hide away in a different world for awhile will be..
"The Summer I Turned Pretty."
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I believe that someday I'll be made for something incredible. Something that only I will be able to accomplish. Someday.
Sadly though, I've been telling myself the word "Someday" for awhile now.
"Someday it'll be my turn."
"Someday I'll go off to college."
"Someday...you'll find love."
If I always wait for that "Someday" where's my life going to take me? I want to live in the "Now." I want to believe in healing. I want to see miracles happen. I want to drive my own car. I want to see my life take some really beautiful turns. I want to stop and just look at God's creation of this entire world.
I'm a dreamer. I'm a girl that's very stubborn. I have a hard time saying the word "no" to people, but all of this makes up for who I am. I'm not going to change for anyone, and I'm going to make my Heavenly Daddy proud.
I live for the moments that literally take my breath away. The moments where you feel your heart is just going to come right out of your chest, and you're going to burst with excitement. I live for those moments. I cherish those moments.
I believe someday (there I go again with that word.) I'm going to find a best friend. Someone that just gets me, and I can be weird with. Someone I can sing at the top of my lungs with, and not be ashamed that I have the worst voice. Someone that believes in my dreams, and is there through thick and thin. Friendships are meant to last. I believe that. They are meant to be fought for, and built through out the years. If they aren't worth your tears and constant memory of times spent together then, was it ever really worth it?
I believe I'm rambling...
Just the crazy mind and thoughts I love to write. I'm not scared to open myself up anymore. The only real thing I'm scared of is, the fear that they won't be there to listen.
Well, the beautiful love story of who's going to win the heart of "Belly..." Conrad or Jeremiah? Is calling my name.
Goodnight beautiful world.
Dream wonderful dreams....every dream has a meaning.
.Princess in Waiting.
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