The Blueberry on the Apple tree.

...I'm staring at a blank page, so then, what do I write?

I have no clue. For once I don't know how to form my thoughts into words. I don't know how to write what I'm thinking. That's a first for me. Normally I'm so good at getting my thoughts to paper...Not this time. This time I'm lost for words. I'm desperately yearning for God's help.

Well, I'm going to try to form it into words. I'm going to try to write.

As you've all most likely read, if you've been following me from the first writing. Than you all know that I'm a small town girl, I love to write. I'm very quiet. I don't like to be center of attention. I'm very excited about the day I fall in-love. I'm a bit scared of that day also, but I'm trying to wait patiently for that day.

I adore my family, and I try to make as many friends as I can in this crazy life of mine. I want to make a difference, and the only way I feel I can make a difference is to reach out to people. I want to travel this world, and explore God's beauty. I want to go on a Missions Trip once I graduate....

Okay, so now that you all know all that...The thing you most likely don't know is.... There are times I feel like the "Blueberry on the Apple tree." Meaning you ask? The one that doesn't seem to fit in. The one that doesn't seem to just mix well with the crowd. The thing is though, this is a struggle I have, and I'm finding comfort in my Heavenly Daddy. I may not feel I fit in, but the person with the quietest voice can sing the loudest song.

That's what I believe. Someday you'll be known. And I believe that someday I'll be known for having my name on a book. I will accomplish this dream...Someday =)

This season of my life is taking some turns. But in all of this, I'm clinging to Him. He's the one that can mend a broken heart, or wipe a tear away from a cheek. And He's also the one that can put a miracle right in front of your eyes. He can also dance with you in your happiest hour...He's a man of many talents, because He's the Creator of us ALL. How amazing is that? That's my Daddy!

A quote my sister said to me the other day...
"don't make someone or something your priority, when you are just their option."

<-----this is a quote I've been telling myself lately. Think about it, and what it means will click at some point.
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I tend to give everything I have into something that's really important to me. I don't think that's a bad thing because in the end, even if it's something that didn't last all that long...I'm proud of it! I'm proud I gave it my all, and fought for what I believed in. Giving up is not something I do very easily or all that often.

Hope you all enjoyed my writing tonight....And honestly, I don't mind being the Blueberry. I'm unique in my own skin. That's how I look at it =)

Goodnight lovelies.
.Princess in Waiting.