1st of December.

Never posted this for some reason I'm not sure about....but here you are =)

Hello December!

Well, today was a first in many ways. It was the first snow fall I saw this year (2nd for my town.) Also, it didn't stay very long. Sun came out, and it all melted, but it was a wonderful way to wake up this morning.

I've told myself (and the month of December) that this month is going to be a great month for me. It'll hold a lot of happiness, and things are gonna change for me. Things are gonna start looking up for me. I'm going to become myself again. This is the last month to 2010, and then we'll be venturing out on 2011. Wow, what all will 2011 hold for me? Crazy to think about. Maybe I'll even learn how to FINALLY drive in 2011. I said maybe.

I'm going to fill my room with things that make me dream, and look for the better in everything. My room is my safe haven. It's my hiding place. And this will be the place where I find myself again.

December for me is going to be a good month, because no matter what happens I'm going to make it a good month. When I think of December, I honestly think of sadness. Ask me why, and...I won't tell you. ;) ha. But anyways, it's sadness to me, so I'm going to change that. Myself with God on my side. Because honestly not everything is going to go good for me, not everything is going to go the way I want it to go. although with no matter what obstacles I face, I can make it a good month..and with that I can make this next year a good year! I just have to find the good in everything.

December 1st 2010, wasn't that amazing of a day, but let's see the good in it. I got to spend time with my Heavenly Daddy tonight at church. I got to be with friends. I got to spend time with my Momma earlier today. All good things :) I'm trying to see the brighter side to my life lately. I'm tired of seeing the cup half empty instead of full.

I've realized that at different times I will get on little hypes of wanting to write, and getting inspired, and then I'll have a long time of having nothing to write. Right now I want to write all the time, even if it doesn't make sense. =) So, expect me to take a break here soon because I've lost my inspiration.

This is my month to shine. My month to accomplish the rest of the stuff I wanted to do in 2010. Like get my ears pierced. Or learn how to drive. This is my month. I will conquer the challenges, and obstacles. I will face my fears, and I will live this life with a smile on my face.

I'm a big girl, I can handle it.

.Princess in Waiting.

P.S. December was a good month for me. I didn't learn how to drive but I did get my ears pierced!!!!!!!! =)