{My day has consisted of these little feet keeping me very busy.}
Today I have questioned if I really want children & feeling all the more discouraged thinking I'm not equipped for the job of parenting. Also, grateful for the fact of my singleness & knowing that at the end of today I get to leave & go to the quietness of my own home, where only my dog makes the occasional noise.
Today, I've been challenged to my inner core. I've prayed for patience more times than once & in return, God has granted it for me. Will I ever be ready to devote my time to a little human being, such as this one? My mom has always told me that it's different when they are your own. Your own DNA. When you've carried them for 9 months & created that bond. I fully believe that- so, maybe I am ready?
I do feel like this is a learning period for me. A time to love on the littles in my life, so when God decides to bless me with a husband (& then children), I'll be ready.
I shall go & love on the little a bit more.
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