He was finally yours to keep.

It was one of the most vivid dreams I’ve had in a long time & it felt so real.
I remember crying, uncontrollable tears…& when you came up to me, I told you they were nothing but happy tears & that was true. You two are meant for each other, at least in the dream you were, but in my opinion you are in real life, as well.

It was the day…The day he would put a ring on it.

A friend of his asked him “When are you going to propose to her?”
His response: “I’m just waiting for the ok from God.”

Fast forward a few weeks:
It was time. He felt it in every bone in his body…So, He asked you to go on a date with him & as you two are walking he says,
 “I think it’s time we become husband & wife”

As I’m watching all of this play out from afar, all I see are smiles cascading from your face…It was your time. After all the prayer & waiting on God, he was asking you those four words you’ve waited years to hear.

“Will you Marry me?”

Fast forward to that evening:
We are getting dressed up to go out & you are walking to your side of the car & he tells you to wait & opens the door & says, “My Lady…”
& as he is walking to his side, I ask you inside the car:
“He’s been waiting a long time to play this role for you, hasn’t he?”
& you just smiled. It was then that I knew you had a keeper.

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If I could make this your reality for you, dear, I would.
There is a reason though, that God is the best storyteller.

Wait on Him…Wait just a little bit longer.

6:00am mornings.

{My day has consisted of these little feet keeping me very busy.}

Today I have questioned if I really want children & feeling all the more discouraged thinking I'm not equipped for the job of parenting. Also, grateful for the fact of my singleness & knowing that at the end of today I get to leave & go to the quietness of my own home, where only my dog makes the occasional noise. 

Today, I've been challenged to my inner core. I've prayed for patience more times than once & in return, God has granted it for me. Will I ever be ready to devote my time to a little human being, such as this one? My mom has always told me that it's different when they are your own. Your own DNA. When you've carried them for 9 months & created that bond. I fully believe that- so, maybe I am ready?

I do feel like this is a learning period for me. A time to love on the littles in my life, so when God decides to bless me with a husband (& then children), I'll be ready.

I shall go & love on the little a bit more.