Murfreesboro life.

When I moved here on August 29th, I didn't think that on November 3rd I'd still be jobless...but, I am. I've realized that in the last few months of floating from job to job with nannying & traveling back to Crossville for work, that God has different plans for me. He has shown me beautiful sunsets & sunrises & I've experienced more talks with Him in my morning car rides, than I feel like I have in my whole 20 years of existence.

This 'floating' feeling is freeing, but also terrifying.

I've learned to trust God on a whole new level & I love that.

When anyone would ask me why I've decided to move to Murfreesboro, I'd have two answers for them--
1. -To find my relationship with God again & fall in-love with a church.
2. -To be close to my sisters. They all live over here (except for Becca) & it was hard being so far away from them. I knew my heart was being left here every time I went home (to Crossville) after a weekend. I knew I was being called to the beautiful hills of Murfreesboro, TN.

I feel like the majority of us go day by day without even having a conversation with God & I'll be the first to admit that, because in the last three years, I've had no desire to go to church or even find God in my day to day life. I drifted so far away from Him, that I knew the only way to find Him again, was to move to where I feel Him the most. & let me tell you, I feel like moving here was the bravest decision I've ever made. I lived in the comforts of momma & daddy since my momma birthed me & believe me, there are still days I wake up & wonder if this is real...did I truly 'fly the coop'? did I really pack up my life in Crossville & move to a town where I know no one other than my sisters?

The thing is, I did. I moved here & now I'm going to job interviews & feeling rejection, but also feeling God's hand on me, telling me that He has BIG plans for me. & with each day that passes, I'm learning to trust Him more & more.

He says in 1st Corinthians 10:13-
"No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it."

God is faithful & He will not give me more than I can bare...But, with that I have to put my full trust in Him. You have to put your full trust in Him.

In the past 66 days, I've traveled to Crossville more times than I can count--put way too many miles on my car & met some lovely people in the mix of it all. I've traveled to Nashville before the sun was even getting ready to rise & ended my day way after it set, these are the moments though where God is allowing me to be free. I've had the opportunity to explore & see all of God's creation in all the free time God's given me & cleaned our tiny apartment more times than it needed.

This town has so many possibilities for me--It holds new beginnings, a new found relationship with my Daddy God, & a year rooming with my best friend. That is a blessing in itself. Moriah is my confidant, my sounding board, coffee date, & my 'go to' person. I truly adore our relationship & bond.

Writing this post has shown me just how many wonderful things God has done for me in just a short amount of time & it's truly refreshing. I love how God knows just what is best for you, even when you feel like you're completely lost. He is forever knowing. 

always.
Grace.