Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Brown eyed girl.

-I'm a sucker for boys with dimples.

-I enjoy this season. a lot.

-I just made a Christmas music album yesterday. Pure bliss.

-My life is always changing. There is never a dull moment in the life of me, Hannah Grace.

-The only thing I hate about this season is when my hands get all dried out...yuck.

-Thanksgiving is coming up & I have something huge to be thankful for this year, the fact that's I'm about to be an Aunt!!

-I want to hold a boy's hand.

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I'm a brown eyed girl. A girl that is longing for the 'better tomorrow.'
I'm hard to get along with & sometimes stubborn.
I have a hard time with lazy people & I'm striving in my Senior Year of high school.
I have a tendency to procrastinate until the very last second, but it always turns out okay. I have my best inspirations late at night.
I enjoy Daddy/Daughter date nights.
& I miss the days of being little.
I miss being called 'Grace.'
I feel like my heart & mind are stuck in a beautifully written book, that I long to be in. For the rest of time.

I'm not perfect. No where near it to be honest. But, who is?! We're all trying to find our spot in this world. Our perfect place, where we're accepted & loved. Some people have already found that spot & some of us are still searching.

I'm a girl that messes up at times. I get myself into little stopping points in my life where I have to face God & say, "I'm sorry." -I enjoy the little things in life, as in watching the Moon grow with every night that passes & then just gazing at it when it's FINALLY that lovely full Moon.

Or the moments that have me stop in my tracks because I notice how God is molding me, right at that moment in time. Where He is changing me & building me.

I find happiness in the smallest parts of my heart. I love the cool mornings when I have coffee in hand & I see that first leaf poking out that is a beautiful orange color & it shows me that Fall is on it's way. I find happiness in that.

I over-think too much, because I worry about what people think of me. I try to please everyone. Not the best thing to take on in life. -I've learned that you can't please everyone, but I still try. everyday.

I'm in a season of changing- a season of molding. This season God is testing me I believe. Seeing what path I'll choose, on my own. Without my parents giving their input. I have to make this choice. I have to decide on my own what I want. They've chosen this for me for years & now it's my turn to pick the road I want to take.

I'm fickle. I'm crazy. & I have a heart that is exploding. -exploding with love & care & happiness & joy & sympathy. A heart that is ready to give. Give everything I have. Everything I am for the people that truly need it. I'm ready to build myself up & the people around me in this new season.

I'm ready to say 'hello' again.
I'm ready to become someone I've longed to know. Someone I've searched for, for years. She wasn't ready...until now.

{I'm just a brown eyed girl.}

.Grace.

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