The God that in living in me.

My sister said something the other day that really caught my eye.

"Well men alone is not great, but we serve a great God, and with a great God in us, then we kinda become great." -CK

My God is great. He is powerful, and I believe He is capable of transforming anything into something great.

He is the ruler of us all, weather you want to accept that or not... well that's between you and our Heavenly Daddy.

My life's been taking some turns lately. I'm growing up, my sisters are moving out. I'm entering the real world of beginning to do dual enrollment at college. It's tough.
One thing I know though is, my God knows every road I'm going to venture out on in my lifetime. He went before and paved the road for me. He knows the desires of my heart, and how much I long for a best friend. He longs to fulfill those desires for me.

My God is Faithful til the end. He is incredible. He is all knowing.

In life you have to have patience. You have to be willing to take life at God's pace, and not your own. As much as I long to have a boy rap me in his arms, and tell me that he'll never leave me. Well right now that's just a far off dream.

You know how you feel sometimes that people don't take you seriously because you're "young" to them...Well open your eyes people. You have no clue what us young people go through, daily. We struggle. We experience the nights of feeling that God isn't as close as we may want Him to be. We face bumps in the road and we see our families go through heartache. We see it too. We're hurting also.

And let's face it. We're not young anymore. We're growing up, and having to face reality. It's hard. It's challenging. It's witty, and adventurous. It's exquisite.

It's also very rewarding. I'm still on the journey, but I've met people that have traveled the road alone, and are now with their everlasting love. The one God had designed for them, and them alone.

Well---I believe I'm going to say one last thing, and then I'm signing out for the night.

Believe in the power of our God. Believe in Him, and always run to the one that loved us first.

Also, cherish the people you love right now. Don't take life for granted because in the blink of an eye. They'll be driving towards college and it may never be the same. Remember the here and now. Remember the memories. Remember their smile. Remember the laughter, in the time of tears. Remember them.

Goodnight lovelies.

.Princess in Waiting.

I may look old, but I'm still very young.

Hello,

It's been awhile since I've shared anything...I know. I fail to give you all my attention often. Sorry for that.

Well, I've been working a lot. I need a car, and so I'm saving every penny I find.
The main thing that's been on my mind lately is....Can anyone guess?!

COLLEGE.

I'm scared. College is coming so quickly. I graduate soon. Yes, I know I still have over a year, but I feel like I'm behind the normal people that are my age, and they already know where they are going and what they want to do with their life, and I'm sitting here not knowing what I'm even going to do tomorrow. It's hard. But I know one thing....God doesn't plan everyone's life the same. He has a different plan for my life than He does for my Best Friend.

I believe I know what He wants me to do, but I'm still not sure.
God is in control though, and He is always faithful. (I have to keep telling myself that.)

Well, so you all don't think I'm just completely bummed about growing up...there are exciting parts to it also! I'm starting to drive more, so before you know it I will have more freedom. I'll be getting a real job here soon, and this coming summer, well I'm venturing out on my own, without any siblings and only 1 person I know...and going to be a Counselor in Training at a Camp not far from here. Yeah, for the people that know me pretty well this is BIG news for me. I fear being alone, and I hate being pushed out of my "shell....Bubble" I've been so fond of for years.

Well, it seems I'm finally growing up. I've wanted this for years...but now, well now, I don't want to grow up. I want to stay my Momma and Daddy's baby forever.
Have to do it sometime though I guess.

Life for me has been a tough road since about last November. I've been hit with some obstacles, and I've had to get through most of them with only my Heavenly Daddy's help. Which don't get me wrong...It's great to have Him there by my side, but you know when there are times you just feel you need someone there to hold you and give you a hug, and tell you everything is going to be alright? To tell you that this is only temporary?
Yeah. It's hard, but I know God's got my back. He knows the ending of all these obstacles I've faced and I'm going to face in the future.

I'm still a kid at heart. A kid that needs lovin'. A kid that sometimes just wants to cry it out and feel in her heart that everything's going to be okay.

This journey I call life is not easy...But where would the adventure be if it were easy? It wouldn't be called a journey.

College.
Obstacles.
Tears.
Laughter.
Smiles.
Growing Up.
Leaving Home.
Saying Goodbye To Old Friends.
Trusting God.
Praying.
Experiencing New Things.
Believing In Miracles.
Believing In Change.
Holding Onto Friendships.

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Well, I believe this is all I'm going to share for tonight. Just remember, I always share my heart, but inside it's not broken, because this time My Heavenly Daddy is healing it. I just share my thoughts with you all. And if you ever have advice, or anything you'd like to share with me...Please don't be scared. I'm open to anything :) I love you all, you all are like...I guess you'd say my fans. My loves.

You read about my life, that I personally feel is boring, but you do it anyway.
You rock for that, by the way.
=)

.Princess in Waiting.

Songs.

"There are times you need to listen to the same song over and over. It just means the song is helping to access something inside of you that you couldn't get to any other way."

-Prudent Advice.
(Book)