Hello to all you bloggers out there,
Life's pretty grand for me at the moment. I'm happy, and ready to see what God has planned for me in the near future.
---God's asked me to take a time where it's just me and Him. Where I follow after Him and He leads me and guides me. Where it's just me and Him. This journey isn't for me and my future spouse to take together, because as of right now, I haven't found him, so God is asking me to take this journey alone. At least for a little while, because you never actually stop learning from God, so there will come a time when I meet the Man I will forever love, and him and I will start out on a new journey...together as one.
-This journey though, is just for me and my Heavenly Daddy.
I'm ready to take this adventure, and to let God take control of my life. I'm not saying that this "season" is going to be easy, because in this season, I'm letting God take total control of my life. I'm letting Him do as he pleases, and I believe He's going to show me some amazing things. It'll be a time where it's just Him and I sitting outside under the stars, and we're taking in His beauty of this world.
This is a journey for just me and Him. He's asked me to come and follow Him, and I've turned Him down many times, but this time I'm taking hold of His hand and telling Him to take the lead. I don't know what will be waiting for me at the end of this journey but I know that God has it in the palm of His hand, and he's taking hold of my life. I'm precious to Him, and He's my Daddy.
I'm scared of this journey. I think there comes a time in everyone's life that they're scared, and it's my time to be scared. But guess what? My Heavenly Daddy is holding me again. I've missed that feeling. But that's how I know it's something that He wants, because He is guiding me. But I'm scared of the people I have to leave behind in this time of being "alone." I'm scared of what WILL be waiting for me at the end of this journey, and chapter of my life.
I know that if we delight ourselves in the Lord, He will give us the desires of our hearts, but for me to not have control over any of this, well that's hard for me. Because guess what? I normally take matters into my own hands, I'm not like a total control freak, but I don't like to feel helpless, and at the moment I feel that way, but for once God is telling me to just LET GO, and give Him the pen to my Love Story.
That's what I'm doing. It's gonna be hard, and there will be nights that I feel like giving up, but God has me and my future in the palm of His hand, and I have to just TRUST in Him.
--I wanna say something though, it's alright to be scared, and it's alright to feel like giving up at some points, because when that time comes, it's a time for God to show just how AMAZING He really is. And it's the best outcome you could ever ask for. :)
...Well this is my blog entry for the night. Hope you all enjoyed!
It's my heart, you all are just deciding to let me share about it. =)
.Princess in Waiting.
Beautiful. Praying for you, Hannah!
ReplyDeleteI love reading your work Roomie. You have such a wonderful deep understanding of what it means to wait on the Lord, and it's really encouraging for me as well as I wait as well to see what, or should I say who, God brings for me. Guys (along with crushes) will come and go, but the one true Prince for me is someone that right now only God knows. He's the one that knows his name, and that to me is a marvelous thing. And God knows the name of your Prince too. Thank you for sharing your heart, and I will be praying for you, my sister and Princess of the King of Kings, during this time. And remember, even though I'm not there physically, I am still here for you whenever you need me. And so is our Heavenly Daddy. (I love this phrase by the way.) ^_^
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