To most people my dreams are a mystery, but to very few they are well known.
I dream with a kind of dreaming where nothing else matters in the world except for how crazy my mind can dream.
I as a child use to dream of giant vegetables, and being just like my Mom once I had children of my own to love, I would imagine my children climbing up in my bed for a bed time song. I longed for that dream to become reality someday. But as the dreams of giant vegetables passed, and slowly faded into nothing, the dream of becoming a Mommy was still very important in my life. I wanted that life, I wanted children of my own that would say to me as their last words of the night.."I love you Mommy."
I believe that the reason this dream is so important to me is because I saw my Mom raise 5 children, and home school us all. She made it happen with such ease, and she loved her life, she still does. I saw her work a crazy day of home schooling us all, and then she would by the end of the day have Dinner made, and then she would make time for our "special song" every night. It's a dream that she longed for as a little child, and she made it become reality for her, yeah she had to wait for it, but she got the amazing Husband, and then she got her children.
If my dreams are shattered, and my love story isn't perfect, I do know one thing, I will love my own children someday.
.Princess in Waiting.
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