Loved.

"I hope that someday you let your heart be free, to love and be loved, to hurt and to heal, to dream and to remember, to believe and forgive, to make promises and to keep them."
-Grace.

Matthew.

"Therefore, if you are offering your gift at the altar and there remember that your brother or sister has something against you, leave your gift there in front of the altar. First go and be reconciled to that person, then come and offer your gift."

Matthew 5:23-24

---The love of God works through His own written word.
I believe this is one of the most exquisite ways He speaks to us.

.Princess in Waiting.

Grace.

The first Sunrise I've ever seen, and it was spent alone with my Heavenly Daddy.
This picture doesn't even come close to the beauty of it. It's a moment where you had to be there to capture the true loveliness of it.
It was incredible.
It was beautiful.
It was exquisite.
It was lovely.
The peace and wonder you feel when it's just you and Him on a boat in the middle of the Ocean.
Grace may be my middle name but it's also something my Heavenly Daddy gives to me everyday.
He clothes me in beauty.
He clothes me in forgiveness.
He clothes me in Grace.

.Princess in Waiting.

Wonder.

I may not be a cowgirl, and I may not know how to milk a cow.
I have the knowledge though that I am loved.
I am beautiful, and I live in a small town where pretty much everyone knows everyone.
That's us though. We're different, we're lovely.
We're also not hicks.
This beautiful place is not my home town, but I consider it home because I've grown up here.
I've found happiness lingering deep inside my heart.
I've found brokenness.
I've found love from my Heavenly Daddy. That love is like nothing I've ever felt before.
I've found my dreams, and I'm not going to let anyone stop me from living them.
I've found beauty.
I've found wonder.
I've found someone I hope to be...someday.
I've found me.

.Princess in Waiting.

Eternal Life.

I always try to come up with something "witty" to say right in the beginning of my blog, but all I've got tonight is....Hey.

Tonight I've been thinking a lot on "Eternal Life" and where that'll take us. I know one thing....I WANT more than anything to spend my Eternal Life with my amazing Heavenly Daddy walking in field of Grace.

I want to know that my Eternity is going to be spent dancing and rejoicing with Him....Not everyone can have that amazing knowledge of knowing that they will forever be with the one that created us ALL.

I want to live this life for Him. For Him alone. For the one that has great plans for MY life. The one that knows every hair that is on my head.

--I was asking my sister last night how our finger nails and toe nails constantly grow. Where the nail comes from? And how our hair just knows to grow, and same with eyebrows and eyelashes. You know what? Our God has designed ALL of that. He is the one that makes all those 'crazy' things happen. We may not have the answers but Our God does!

I want to dance with Him. I will someday dance with my Heavenly Daddy in field of Grace! How amazing is that? I know I will. I have that assurance. I don't want to live this life for anyone other than Him.

Yes, I want to fall in-love. Yes, I want to have my own family to love. Yes, I want to publish a book. Of course I want to accomplish all these things in my lifetime, but if God has other plans for me than I am completely okay with it! I don't want to form my own 'fairytale' because that won't be something that is God designed.

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Anyways, I feel like I taking you all on a wild goose chase. Sorry.

I believe in miracles. I believe in God knowing the time and day that our lives are going to change. The second the people I love are going to come to know Our Lord and Savior. All we can do right now is pray, and pray hard. We can comfort them, and guide them. We can pray WITH them, and lead them to the one that I have the honors of calling "Daddy." We do all of this just to please My Jesus. =)

And in return we get the ETERNAL reward......spending eternity with Him!
=) I think that is a pretty great reward!

I may fail, I may mess up, I may lose sight of what is really important in life, and I may stray away from My God at times, but He is always there with loving arms waiting to welcome me right back in.

Never be afraid to call out to Him....There will never come a time that you've messed up too many times for Daddy to not forgive you. He is ALL forgiving. He is ALL loving. He is ALL caring. He is ALL powerful.

Adam and Eve sinned so now we have to live with the consequences of it, but what we do with that is our own choice....God never comes in between us and our choices til we call out to Him. Then He takes it from there...We just have to be willing to call out, and surrender ourselves to Him!

It's hard work, believe me. I'm no where near perfect. I mess up all the time, I get things wrong. I take the wrong road, and I get lost. I'm never scared to ask for My Heavenly Daddy's help though. I know He is forever with me.
=) Never live in fear that you are alone.

This is what is on my mind tonight. I hope it helped someone out in the world tonight, reading my blog. Maybe someone truly needed this tonight, and that's why I just NEEDED to write it before I got a wonderful night's sleep. There's a reason for everything!

Give back love to the one that loved us first.

.Princess in Waiting.

beauty.

This is me dancing in a field.
Dancing with my Heavenly Daddy in fields of Grace.
Praising the amazing God I serve.
Knowing that whatever happens in life the God that is living in me is so much bigger than I could ever fathom.
He's incredible.
He's all-knowing.
He's the one who created us all.
He's there in our darkest hour, and He sees our hurting heart...cling to the Lover of your soul.
Let Him in....and captivate your heart.

.Princess in Waiting.

I am...simply me.

I am a girl that's quirky.

I get inspired in the little details of life.

I'm beautifully made by the one who made us all.

I believe in the lost coming to know the wonderful man I have the honor of calling my Heavenly Daddy.

I love the outdoors.

I cherish the time where it's still Spring but almost Summer.

I worry too much, but it's just because I care deeply for those people.

I love surprises but at the same time hate them.

I adore little note given to me for no reason at all, except to be given because that person cares.

I'm unique.

I'm scared.

I'm special.

I like to help people through a problem more than I like to see them suffer and am not able to do anything about it.

I love to try new things.

I will do anything at least once before I say no.

I hate small spaces....claustrophobic<----that's me.

I believe in having one person outside of your family that you can tell everything to. That you can trust, and love.

I'm a fan of writing letters to people.

I want to be someone's everything.

I've come to find out that I don't give up easily..on anything that's deeply important to me. I'm very patient.

I've come to find out that it's okay to be pushed out of your comfort zone...It's how you grow.

I cry a lot.

I laugh a lot.

I miss the easy days.

I believe in that...."Someday."

I try not to regret anything in my life. Everything I've done makes me who I am today.

I use to be scared to trust...I still am.

There are days I wish I could go back to my childhood...Crawling up in Momma and Daddy's bed. Seemed so much easier than life now.

This coming Summer...I'm going to make it a Summer to remember.

I just bought a Lime Green VW bug:)

I don't do hand shakes. I do hugs.

I journal...everything.

I will someday learn to play Guitar.

I will someday ride on the back of a Motorcycle.

I give 2nd chances when asked....I don't give up, I just hope for a change.

I try to see the potential in everyone.

I have way too many shoes in my closet.

I'm learning to drive stick shift...a lot harder than I thought it would be.

I like people that keep promises.

I will not change for a guy. ever. Like me for who I am from the start. No one is perfect, and you learn to love the flaws of someone.

When I write a card to someone...I fill up the whole card. :)

I've had my permit for almost 2 years now...and I still don't know how to drive.

I believe in letting your heart be free to love.

Songs inspire me.

I love planning Birthdays.

I hold onto memories too much it seems.

Someday I want to just drive, with my windows down and no planned destination.

I want to dance in the middle of main street late at night.

I will publish a book someday.

Inner beauty is more important to me than outer beauty.

I don't need to be everything to everyone, but I hope to someday be something to someone.

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This is who I am.
I'm not perfect.
I'm not someone's everything yet.
I'm not the Cheerleader on the Football team.
I'm not crowned most beautiful of my town.
I don't always get things right, but I'm strong enough to fight and not give up.
I pray for the better in people.
I pray for healing.
I'm not the kind of girl you'd find repelling off a giant cliff.
I'm not the kind of girl that likes playing Video Games all the time.
I'm not the kind of girl that forgets either. I remember everything, I remember dates. I remember the moments that take my breath away, and I remember the days that I stepped out of my comfort zone....and tried new things.

I may not the "typical girl" you see everyday, but I'm simply me. Someone that enjoys life, and doesn't believe in giving up on something that's important to her.

I'm different, and if you don't like me for who I am, well I'm sorry.

I try to make friends not enemies.

I love my tiny town, and maybe someday I'll venture out to something bigger, but for right now this is where I call my home.

.Princess in Waiting.

Spring day quote.

I came upon this quote today, and it brought a little happiness to my day.
=)



"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place."
-Unknown.

.Princess in Waiting.