Just a small town girl.

Hello Bloggers everywhere in the world tonight,

I realized tonight how I'm a small town girl. I may not be meant for a big city. I'm okay with that, because being able to drive through my downtown every day to get home is heaven to me. All the Christmas lights throughout mainstreet...pure happiness.

I've always wanted to be stuck in the middle of craziness, because I'm really good at handling craziness, but my small town is my hometown in a way. I love it.

I'm quirky, and silly. I'm also at times very moody, and cranky, but this is who I am. I love the words "Beautiful" and "Lovely" and I love to see beauty in the small things. I love little children's laughter. And I love to see people smile. I try not to go a day without telling someone I love them, and I'm very proud of myself for the things I've accomplished in my life.

I try not to regret things in my life. I say that if they happened, than someday I'll know that it happened for a reason. I love spur of the moment kind of trips. And late night runs into town for absolutely crazy stuff makes me happy.

I make things to remember special times in my life. And I live this crazy life of mine thankful for everyday. I believe in the broken, and I believe that there isn't such a thing as too many 2nd chances. Love at first sight is a lovely thing. I believe you can absolutely love someone from the fight glance...You just might not know it till ages later, that you actually loved them from the fight meeting.

I'm the kind of girl that the little things are what matter. I don't want diamonds, or jewels. I want smiles, and hugs. I want a text in the middle of the day simply saying, "I was thinking about you today." I would rather have 1 single rose than a dozen red roses. They all hold the same beauty.

I get very antsy when I'm at home with nothing to do. I'd rather take a walk, or enjoy the beauty of the outdoors. I can get irritated very easily...I can also hide that I'm irritated pretty good. I love being around people more than I like being alone. Being alone scares me.

I dream of the perfect fairytale, a man telling me he loves me, and believes that someday he could see himself having a family with me, and trying anything and everything he can do to make that dream become real life. This boy loves me and adores me. He'd rather be with me than anywhere else. This is my dream, being pursued for my heart. lovely dream eh?

Every time I watch "The Perfect Man" and "Julie and Julia" I get inspired to write..watch those movies and you'll know what I mean. =)

I have a box in my closet filled with memories...it's my box of happiness I guess you'd say. I've never been too fond of my first name. I wish my middle name was my first. "Grace" it describes me better I believe.

I'm this girl. I'm simple. I'm beautiful in my own skin, and I'm confidant in that. I don't believe everyone has to love me, because I am different, but I change who I am at my own pace, and in God's timing. I follow more than I should. I believe in miracles. And this is who I am. I'm tall..sometimes too tall for myself I believe. But this is me, you don't have to approve but I don't want to change for anyone because I know that the right boy will love all my flaws. That's who I'm holding out for.
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Well lovely world, this is my goodnight to you. You're beautiful in your own skin, believe it. And will you make me a promise? Don't change for anyone. The right person will love you.

Sweet Dreams.

.Princess in Waiting.

My lists on life.

I'm here to write whatever comes to mind in the time I'm writing this blog. Be prepared.

1. I don't see a point in Vanilla Ice Cream. It's just...blah.

2. Whenever I want to get inspired I listen to Taylor Swift...hate me if you want, but I'm not changing.

3. I believe that there are different kinds of love. You can love different people, but the one love that will absolutely take your breath away, will be the love you remember for the rest of your life.

4. Everyone has a first love. Admit it.

5. I like to open up my heart...sometimes too much.

6. I still believe in fairytales.

7. White Chocolate Mocha's are my guilty pleasure. =)

8. I want to dance in the middle of main street someday. late at night with all of main street lit up.

9. Ramona and Beezus the movie is my new happiness.

10. I believe that even in your darkest hour God is there protecting you, and loving you.

11. There is nothing too big for God.

12. City lights at night are just beautiful, and lovely.

13. My nails are painted red right now. Christmas is coming.

14. Facebook is getting old.

15. I write my life in these blogs.

16. People may say I'm shy and not that talkative, but I like to listen to conversations more than give my input.

17. I've learned that if you don't love someone the way they are when you first meet them...don't expect them to change. Love them the way they are.

18. Taylor Swift's song..."Back to December" is my song at the moment. It relates to my life a bit.

19. Things are changing in this season of my life...maybe for the better though.

20. I will be going on a Mission's trip once I graduate high school.

21. I don't regret things in my life. Everything happens for a reason, and I want to love everything in my life.

22. I believe in 2nd chances.

23. I love my small town.

24. I like the truth a lot more than someone holding out on me because their scared to hurt me. I'm stronger than I look to most people.

25. I believe in miracles.

26. I think I'm done for the day. I've lost my inspiration.

I hope you've enjoyed. This is probably one of my more boring "lists" ;)

.Princess in Waiting.

In the Meadow.

In the Meadow is where I choose to be. Someday I'll sit there with you and cherish our time together. I'll look back on our time together as a journey of fun and laughter. I'll remember the hard times as a learning point, and I'll always believe in you. I choose the meadow. It's beautiful and lovely. I want to spend my days with you there in the meadow.

I love you.

This meadow will be ours. It'll be a place to run away to, and hide away from the world. It'll be ours. I haven't found this meadow yet, but I long to. I dream of it, and I believe that the day I find you, we'll find our perfect meadow. We'll leave our fears, and heartaches behind, and dream, and love. When marriage gets too tough, we'll always come back to this place and find comfort. We'll remember this place as the place we fell in-love, and it'll always be ours.

This is a place I've dreamt about for years, and longed to find. A place I always had in the back of my mind...lingering and longing to find. Never have I found it though. Walking through many woods, and trails, hoping this would be the time. And every time I had to wait a little longer. I'm still waiting, but I feel it closer, with every day passing. I believe that someday I'll have a place where I can just run away to with you. A place we can call our own, where it's away from the world, and it's just you and me.

Love, do I know who you are right now...maybe not. I long to know you though. I dream about you lovely. I pray for our relationship, and I know that the day our worlds collide into one, we'll make everything work. It's not going to be easy, and we'll be hit with challenges, but where's the adventure in the easy stuff?

Our whole life will be a adventurous journey.

But love, if we ever get off pace, and lose our way, and forget what's really important in life, promise me we'll find each other in the meadow. We'll always return there. I love you lovely.

.Princess in Waiting.

*this is written for the boy that will someday have my heart. Someday I'll know you.

(I wrote this on my phone sitting in "Home Goods" a couple weeks back, and just came across it again today...Yes, I get inspiration in the weirdest ways.)

I believe....

I believe in the strong power of God.

I believe in miracles.

I believe in the power of words.

I believe in the love families bring.

I believe in never giving up on fighting a battle.

I believe in the power of PRAYER.

I believe in this.

I believe in YOU!

.Princess in Waiting.

Alone in a world that's so big.

I feel alone, like there is no one to turn to, so I turn to the one person I know will always listen. God. He’s here, and willing to love me.

This world is so big, so where do I fit into it all? Where is there a home for me? Life is changing just like the colors on the trees are changing. It’s becoming a new season for me, and this season is going to be a deep season of changes. A time for me to move on, and love a little more. A time for me to believe in the broken, and live in the present.

I feel broken, and lost at times, I feel alone, and I feel like the root of the problem at times. God’s love is all forgiving, but not everyone’s is.

This is a girl I know…or use to know. Someone that searched for her dreams, and fought for what she believed in. She cherished life, and held onto memories. She believed in the broken, and never let things get her down.

This is a girl that believes she’s beautiful in her own skin, and knows she’s loved in different areas of her life. She’s adored. Though this girl, she has a lot of doubts, and is not always on the same page as everyone. When she sets her mind to something it takes a lot for someone to change her opinion.

This girl wants to love. She wants to feel loved. And she wants to have a future filled with babies. She knows life doesn’t always work out as planned, or go the way she wants it to go, but it’s all in God’s plan. He knows the way to her heart, and He longs to love her. She’s searching deeply for Him.

This girl is ready to love, and believe again, she is ready to experience love first hand, and dream with all her heart. She sees the lovely world right in front of her eyes and she wants to explore it. She wants to be everything to one man someday.

This is a girl still searching for her heart, but she’s found that it’s hidden in her Heavenly Daddy. She may be alone in this world, but she will always have her one true love by her side.

.Princess in Waiting.