Sunday, July 25, 2010

Bub's getting married.

Hello all you readers out there.

So I haven't written in awhile, but it's because I've been busy because my brother is getting MARRIED! Woot. Woot. :o) He's my only brother, so it's a big deal. Only 3 weeks away, and he will be a married man...wow, that's pretty crazy!

So, I'm here to say that you should never take a day you have with your siblings for granted, because it could be gone in the blink of an eye. 3 weeks from now my brother will no longer be in the room right next to mine, he'll have a wife of his own, and he'll be in the married world...crazy right?! :)

I want to say that my brother has inspired me, and shown me what a man should be like for a girl. He knows how to treat Becca, and he loves her with this adoring love...He's fallen hard for this girl, and I couldn't be happier for him. He would go to the ends of the earth for her and I know that because I see the love in his eyes. I see happiness, and adoration for her, and nothing in the world could replace that look. He's head over heels for her.

Becca is someone that completes my brother. Together they are like...okay so I'm gonna be cheesy here, but they're like Salt and Pepper, or Peanut Butter and Jelly. They just wouldn't be the same if the other wasn't there, and they fit perfectly together. Ha. So I was just corny, but it's true, you couldn't choose someone better for the both of them.

On their wedding day they would have known each other for 9 months from the day they met, to their wedding day. Since that day though they've encouraged each other. They've made each other happier than ever. They've made each other laugh. They've gotten engaged. And they've encouraged me, in showing me that I will get that kind of love someday also...I just have to wait for it.

They fit together like a piece of Apple Pie.

.Princess in Waiting.

Friday, July 2, 2010

Another day.

I'm here to write.

Today has been another day of letting God work. I've been trying to give God my life lately, and for everyone out there running their own lives..well you may think it's the bomb, but in the end giving God the glory and the chance to write your story for you, is the best thing.

I'm taking on a challenge right now, and I'm excited about this one. I know God works in different ways, and at different times, but I have a good feeling about this. This is my time to cling to my Heavenly Daddy, and rely on Him fully. It's my chance to be my own person, with only God by my side. I have to venture out on my own, and find myself. I have to let go of friendships, and give everything to God, and hope He brings them back to me in the end. I have to rely on Him for everything.

I want to open my heart a bit...
The past few months, I've been wishing God didn't put some obstacles in my life. I've been wishing that life was just plain easy. Guess what I've realized though? NOTHING in life is easy, and why in the world would you want to take that EASY path anyways? Where's the adventure and challenge in taking the easy path? I don't know, but I know that I do not want to take the so called "easy" path. God's put challenge after challenge in front of me lately, but I wouldn't trade one day or one challenge for anything in the world.

I've become someone better, and someone I want to be. I'm no longer timid...okay well I'm a little timid, but I'm coming out of my comfort zone little by little. I caught myself singing "Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star" on stage the other night in youth with one of my friends...that's not the old me! You would never catch me singing with the worst voice ever on stage, but I did, because I'm trying to make my life fun, and I'm asking God to put adventures in it.

I ask God often to challenge me, and to push me further because I don't want to be this scared girl any longer. I want to be on fire for God, and I want to be a girl that will someday be ready to have a man's heart.

Guess what though? Right now, I am NO WHERE close to being able to have a man's heart. God is still in the process of molding me into the Women He wants me to be, and well that process I have to do alone. I have to spend this time with my Heavenly Daddy, and I have to rely on Him for my everyday challenges. I have to cling to Him.

I know one thing, I'm on a journey I've been wanting to be on for a long time. I believe in my heart this is going to be a good one.

I'm going to be..
Challenged.
Inspired.
Creative.
Loved.
...and at the end of this journey I'm going to be adored by the man God has for me.

--Let this adventure begin! :)

.Princess in Waiting.