Eternal Life.

I always try to come up with something "witty" to say right in the beginning of my blog, but all I've got tonight is....Hey.

Tonight I've been thinking a lot on "Eternal Life" and where that'll take us. I know one thing....I WANT more than anything to spend my Eternal Life with my amazing Heavenly Daddy walking in field of Grace.

I want to know that my Eternity is going to be spent dancing and rejoicing with Him....Not everyone can have that amazing knowledge of knowing that they will forever be with the one that created us ALL.

I want to live this life for Him. For Him alone. For the one that has great plans for MY life. The one that knows every hair that is on my head.

--I was asking my sister last night how our finger nails and toe nails constantly grow. Where the nail comes from? And how our hair just knows to grow, and same with eyebrows and eyelashes. You know what? Our God has designed ALL of that. He is the one that makes all those 'crazy' things happen. We may not have the answers but Our God does!

I want to dance with Him. I will someday dance with my Heavenly Daddy in field of Grace! How amazing is that? I know I will. I have that assurance. I don't want to live this life for anyone other than Him.

Yes, I want to fall in-love. Yes, I want to have my own family to love. Yes, I want to publish a book. Of course I want to accomplish all these things in my lifetime, but if God has other plans for me than I am completely okay with it! I don't want to form my own 'fairytale' because that won't be something that is God designed.

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Anyways, I feel like I taking you all on a wild goose chase. Sorry.

I believe in miracles. I believe in God knowing the time and day that our lives are going to change. The second the people I love are going to come to know Our Lord and Savior. All we can do right now is pray, and pray hard. We can comfort them, and guide them. We can pray WITH them, and lead them to the one that I have the honors of calling "Daddy." We do all of this just to please My Jesus. =)

And in return we get the ETERNAL reward......spending eternity with Him!
=) I think that is a pretty great reward!

I may fail, I may mess up, I may lose sight of what is really important in life, and I may stray away from My God at times, but He is always there with loving arms waiting to welcome me right back in.

Never be afraid to call out to Him....There will never come a time that you've messed up too many times for Daddy to not forgive you. He is ALL forgiving. He is ALL loving. He is ALL caring. He is ALL powerful.

Adam and Eve sinned so now we have to live with the consequences of it, but what we do with that is our own choice....God never comes in between us and our choices til we call out to Him. Then He takes it from there...We just have to be willing to call out, and surrender ourselves to Him!

It's hard work, believe me. I'm no where near perfect. I mess up all the time, I get things wrong. I take the wrong road, and I get lost. I'm never scared to ask for My Heavenly Daddy's help though. I know He is forever with me.
=) Never live in fear that you are alone.

This is what is on my mind tonight. I hope it helped someone out in the world tonight, reading my blog. Maybe someone truly needed this tonight, and that's why I just NEEDED to write it before I got a wonderful night's sleep. There's a reason for everything!

Give back love to the one that loved us first.

.Princess in Waiting.

beauty.

This is me dancing in a field.
Dancing with my Heavenly Daddy in fields of Grace.
Praising the amazing God I serve.
Knowing that whatever happens in life the God that is living in me is so much bigger than I could ever fathom.
He's incredible.
He's all-knowing.
He's the one who created us all.
He's there in our darkest hour, and He sees our hurting heart...cling to the Lover of your soul.
Let Him in....and captivate your heart.

.Princess in Waiting.

I am...simply me.

I am a girl that's quirky.

I get inspired in the little details of life.

I'm beautifully made by the one who made us all.

I believe in the lost coming to know the wonderful man I have the honor of calling my Heavenly Daddy.

I love the outdoors.

I cherish the time where it's still Spring but almost Summer.

I worry too much, but it's just because I care deeply for those people.

I love surprises but at the same time hate them.

I adore little note given to me for no reason at all, except to be given because that person cares.

I'm unique.

I'm scared.

I'm special.

I like to help people through a problem more than I like to see them suffer and am not able to do anything about it.

I love to try new things.

I will do anything at least once before I say no.

I hate small spaces....claustrophobic<----that's me.

I believe in having one person outside of your family that you can tell everything to. That you can trust, and love.

I'm a fan of writing letters to people.

I want to be someone's everything.

I've come to find out that I don't give up easily..on anything that's deeply important to me. I'm very patient.

I've come to find out that it's okay to be pushed out of your comfort zone...It's how you grow.

I cry a lot.

I laugh a lot.

I miss the easy days.

I believe in that...."Someday."

I try not to regret anything in my life. Everything I've done makes me who I am today.

I use to be scared to trust...I still am.

There are days I wish I could go back to my childhood...Crawling up in Momma and Daddy's bed. Seemed so much easier than life now.

This coming Summer...I'm going to make it a Summer to remember.

I just bought a Lime Green VW bug:)

I don't do hand shakes. I do hugs.

I journal...everything.

I will someday learn to play Guitar.

I will someday ride on the back of a Motorcycle.

I give 2nd chances when asked....I don't give up, I just hope for a change.

I try to see the potential in everyone.

I have way too many shoes in my closet.

I'm learning to drive stick shift...a lot harder than I thought it would be.

I like people that keep promises.

I will not change for a guy. ever. Like me for who I am from the start. No one is perfect, and you learn to love the flaws of someone.

When I write a card to someone...I fill up the whole card. :)

I've had my permit for almost 2 years now...and I still don't know how to drive.

I believe in letting your heart be free to love.

Songs inspire me.

I love planning Birthdays.

I hold onto memories too much it seems.

Someday I want to just drive, with my windows down and no planned destination.

I want to dance in the middle of main street late at night.

I will publish a book someday.

Inner beauty is more important to me than outer beauty.

I don't need to be everything to everyone, but I hope to someday be something to someone.

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This is who I am.
I'm not perfect.
I'm not someone's everything yet.
I'm not the Cheerleader on the Football team.
I'm not crowned most beautiful of my town.
I don't always get things right, but I'm strong enough to fight and not give up.
I pray for the better in people.
I pray for healing.
I'm not the kind of girl you'd find repelling off a giant cliff.
I'm not the kind of girl that likes playing Video Games all the time.
I'm not the kind of girl that forgets either. I remember everything, I remember dates. I remember the moments that take my breath away, and I remember the days that I stepped out of my comfort zone....and tried new things.

I may not the "typical girl" you see everyday, but I'm simply me. Someone that enjoys life, and doesn't believe in giving up on something that's important to her.

I'm different, and if you don't like me for who I am, well I'm sorry.

I try to make friends not enemies.

I love my tiny town, and maybe someday I'll venture out to something bigger, but for right now this is where I call my home.

.Princess in Waiting.

Spring day quote.

I came upon this quote today, and it brought a little happiness to my day.
=)



"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place."
-Unknown.

.Princess in Waiting.

The God that in living in me.

My sister said something the other day that really caught my eye.

"Well men alone is not great, but we serve a great God, and with a great God in us, then we kinda become great." -CK

My God is great. He is powerful, and I believe He is capable of transforming anything into something great.

He is the ruler of us all, weather you want to accept that or not... well that's between you and our Heavenly Daddy.

My life's been taking some turns lately. I'm growing up, my sisters are moving out. I'm entering the real world of beginning to do dual enrollment at college. It's tough.
One thing I know though is, my God knows every road I'm going to venture out on in my lifetime. He went before and paved the road for me. He knows the desires of my heart, and how much I long for a best friend. He longs to fulfill those desires for me.

My God is Faithful til the end. He is incredible. He is all knowing.

In life you have to have patience. You have to be willing to take life at God's pace, and not your own. As much as I long to have a boy rap me in his arms, and tell me that he'll never leave me. Well right now that's just a far off dream.

You know how you feel sometimes that people don't take you seriously because you're "young" to them...Well open your eyes people. You have no clue what us young people go through, daily. We struggle. We experience the nights of feeling that God isn't as close as we may want Him to be. We face bumps in the road and we see our families go through heartache. We see it too. We're hurting also.

And let's face it. We're not young anymore. We're growing up, and having to face reality. It's hard. It's challenging. It's witty, and adventurous. It's exquisite.

It's also very rewarding. I'm still on the journey, but I've met people that have traveled the road alone, and are now with their everlasting love. The one God had designed for them, and them alone.

Well---I believe I'm going to say one last thing, and then I'm signing out for the night.

Believe in the power of our God. Believe in Him, and always run to the one that loved us first.

Also, cherish the people you love right now. Don't take life for granted because in the blink of an eye. They'll be driving towards college and it may never be the same. Remember the here and now. Remember the memories. Remember their smile. Remember the laughter, in the time of tears. Remember them.

Goodnight lovelies.

.Princess in Waiting.

I may look old, but I'm still very young.

Hello,

It's been awhile since I've shared anything...I know. I fail to give you all my attention often. Sorry for that.

Well, I've been working a lot. I need a car, and so I'm saving every penny I find.
The main thing that's been on my mind lately is....Can anyone guess?!

COLLEGE.

I'm scared. College is coming so quickly. I graduate soon. Yes, I know I still have over a year, but I feel like I'm behind the normal people that are my age, and they already know where they are going and what they want to do with their life, and I'm sitting here not knowing what I'm even going to do tomorrow. It's hard. But I know one thing....God doesn't plan everyone's life the same. He has a different plan for my life than He does for my Best Friend.

I believe I know what He wants me to do, but I'm still not sure.
God is in control though, and He is always faithful. (I have to keep telling myself that.)

Well, so you all don't think I'm just completely bummed about growing up...there are exciting parts to it also! I'm starting to drive more, so before you know it I will have more freedom. I'll be getting a real job here soon, and this coming summer, well I'm venturing out on my own, without any siblings and only 1 person I know...and going to be a Counselor in Training at a Camp not far from here. Yeah, for the people that know me pretty well this is BIG news for me. I fear being alone, and I hate being pushed out of my "shell....Bubble" I've been so fond of for years.

Well, it seems I'm finally growing up. I've wanted this for years...but now, well now, I don't want to grow up. I want to stay my Momma and Daddy's baby forever.
Have to do it sometime though I guess.

Life for me has been a tough road since about last November. I've been hit with some obstacles, and I've had to get through most of them with only my Heavenly Daddy's help. Which don't get me wrong...It's great to have Him there by my side, but you know when there are times you just feel you need someone there to hold you and give you a hug, and tell you everything is going to be alright? To tell you that this is only temporary?
Yeah. It's hard, but I know God's got my back. He knows the ending of all these obstacles I've faced and I'm going to face in the future.

I'm still a kid at heart. A kid that needs lovin'. A kid that sometimes just wants to cry it out and feel in her heart that everything's going to be okay.

This journey I call life is not easy...But where would the adventure be if it were easy? It wouldn't be called a journey.

College.
Obstacles.
Tears.
Laughter.
Smiles.
Growing Up.
Leaving Home.
Saying Goodbye To Old Friends.
Trusting God.
Praying.
Experiencing New Things.
Believing In Miracles.
Believing In Change.
Holding Onto Friendships.

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Well, I believe this is all I'm going to share for tonight. Just remember, I always share my heart, but inside it's not broken, because this time My Heavenly Daddy is healing it. I just share my thoughts with you all. And if you ever have advice, or anything you'd like to share with me...Please don't be scared. I'm open to anything :) I love you all, you all are like...I guess you'd say my fans. My loves.

You read about my life, that I personally feel is boring, but you do it anyway.
You rock for that, by the way.
=)

.Princess in Waiting.

Songs.

"There are times you need to listen to the same song over and over. It just means the song is helping to access something inside of you that you couldn't get to any other way."

-Prudent Advice.
(Book)